I need a new drug

[__angel]

I watched Wesley walk away from me, saying that he was going to go and do some research. The grass had worn off and now I was just bored. I mean, I could do fun things with my new body, but that would be ... violation I suppose and besides, I didn't feel like getting eaten by me. Er, her. Whatever. Instead, I raised an eyebrow as Wes walked away

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[__angel]

Really, I didn’t know what to say anymore. It seemed like he was right, I was wrong. The things I needed to say weren’t coming out right, they never do anyway, why would I expect them to come out right now? They wouldn’t and I was tired of sitting here trying to explain something that was never going to come out. With a sigh, I ran my hand over my face and nodded at him before standing up. “Look, I’m sorry. For everything. I don’t know how to say it … I don’t know how to … just …” Letting out a breath, I looked up at him sadly.

“I am sorry.”

With that, I got up from the chair and walked out of the office. I think right now I just wanted to be alone and actually think about what was going on. Tomorrow I would go to him and try to get my body back. Cause, really … although Faith is … well, hot. I do want my body back. Looking down at my ‘new’ body, I sighed and then grinned a little. I wonder what Faith was up to and what she was doing. I haven’t heard her in awhile.

But, I was more craving food than anything else and I walked myself to the kitchen so I could raid the fridge.

[watcher_pryce]

Frowning, I watch him leave. I'm so confused. He doesn't want to fix this? This whatever it is that keeps standing between us? I'm offering him to fix it and he walks away? I don’t'- I really don't know what to do anymore.

His mouth say 'stay', but then his entire body language is pushing me away. And I doubt I can talk to Faith about it, about what she thinks of this. She's in Angel's body and lied to me. She lied to make me stay as well. At least her actions do not belie her words. Even if she does have a crappy way of doing it.

I stared at the door a long time after he walked out. Were things ever going to be even remotely alright between us? I had my doubt, not if Angel didn't even know what I could do to fix it. Obviously it was something I've done or said, but he doesn't tell me, I can't bloody fix it.

Sighing, I shook my head. There was no use talking to him. Not if he kept running away everytime we got closer to the subject. Not if he kept pulling me closer only to push me away again. I'd have to think about it after my research. That was more important right now. Those two couldn't stay in each other's body. It was already driving them crazy...er.