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haven't updated in forever. i might start updating this every once in awhile. let's see...
me and chris don't talk anymore. ever. which is fine with me. all im gonna say about how i feel about him right now is that he can put on his "look at how nice i am" church boy act all he wants but if anyone really knew the real him then they would know that it's an act.
im leaving my school next year. it is 100% torture. NO ONE knows how depressing it is for me to go there everyday. i have to smile and act like nothing is wrong but really i'm dying inside. and as for friends.. here is a quote that sums up what i deal with every fuckin day "friends dont mean a thing when you can actually feel the knife sticking in your spine."
so ive had a few things going on with a few guys but nothing big... i'm not really sure if i like anyone right now but i guess i want a boyfriend. sometimes i do, sometimes i dont. eh fuck it, i dont. i hate people. and boys are all the same.
i think im going to the taking back sunday concert wednesday.. i really hope so.
well im going to go, bye.
is that what you call a getaway? tell me what you got away with cuz you left the frays from the ties you severed when you say best friends means friends forever IS THAT WHAT YOU CALL A GETAWAY TELL ME WHAT YOU GOT AWAY WITH CUZ IVE SEEN MORE SPINE IN JELLYFISH IVE SEEN MORE GUTS IN ELEVEN YEAR OLD KIDS SO HAVE ANOTHER DRINK AND DRIVE YOURSELF HOME I HOPE THERES ICE ON ALL THE ROADS AND YOU CAN THINK OF ME WHEN YOU FORGET YOUR SEATBELT AND AGAIN WHEN YOUR HEAD GOES THROUGH THE WINDSHIELD <3
p.s. mean girls is a good movie. i recommend.
me and chris don't talk anymore. ever. which is fine with me. all im gonna say about how i feel about him right now is that he can put on his "look at how nice i am" church boy act all he wants but if anyone really knew the real him then they would know that it's an act.
im leaving my school next year. it is 100% torture. NO ONE knows how depressing it is for me to go there everyday. i have to smile and act like nothing is wrong but really i'm dying inside. and as for friends.. here is a quote that sums up what i deal with every fuckin day "friends dont mean a thing when you can actually feel the knife sticking in your spine."
so ive had a few things going on with a few guys but nothing big... i'm not really sure if i like anyone right now but i guess i want a boyfriend. sometimes i do, sometimes i dont. eh fuck it, i dont. i hate people. and boys are all the same.
i think im going to the taking back sunday concert wednesday.. i really hope so.
well im going to go, bye.
is that what you call a getaway? tell me what you got away with cuz you left the frays from the ties you severed when you say best friends means friends forever IS THAT WHAT YOU CALL A GETAWAY TELL ME WHAT YOU GOT AWAY WITH CUZ IVE SEEN MORE SPINE IN JELLYFISH IVE SEEN MORE GUTS IN ELEVEN YEAR OLD KIDS SO HAVE ANOTHER DRINK AND DRIVE YOURSELF HOME I HOPE THERES ICE ON ALL THE ROADS AND YOU CAN THINK OF ME WHEN YOU FORGET YOUR SEATBELT AND AGAIN WHEN YOUR HEAD GOES THROUGH THE WINDSHIELD <3
p.s. mean girls is a good movie. i recommend.