so maybe you got me wishin I was yours.

[3dayzrox]

my tongue taste sour with regret,
and I can see your eyes burning in the dark.
you slipped you palms around my waist
and pulled me into your arms.
with october blazing in my spine
my mouth found its way to your lips
and I pushed my guilt as far as I could down your throat
it isnt real if its just one night

believe me,
you've got my breath lost somewhere between
'imissyou and icantdothis'
with my ribs caging my heart
saving it from plunging
rightoutofmychest.

if you'd have stayed
we wouldnt be stuck like this now,
with memories and your taste staining my lips,
and regret all over your face.

I never wanted anything more than to belong to you,
have my named stained across your skin,
but here I am
24 months later
with bruises on my neck,
morals broken,
a red beating organ completely torn.

I wanted to be more,
than just your one night stand.

xokotah.