The doctors and nurses are described as blurred and ghost like because well, when you're almost dead I don't expect you to see 20/20. However, Kyungsoo is there by his side guiding him throughout this process. The last scene of this part is when the nurses and doctors leave Jongin's side with a loud screech in the background, which is the sound of a flatline.
The very last scene of this fic takes place at the beach. Remember when Kyungsoo said that heaven takes you back to the one moment you felt happiest/safest/whatever? Being with Kyungsoo at the beach was Jongin's moment. The beach is a place to getaway essentially, to put your life on hold and enjoy the vast expanse of nature. For Jongin, being able to get away along with being with Kyungsoo is what made him the happiest. I suspect that if you go to heaven, there isn't a grand old sign that lights up like they do in Las Vegas that says "Welcome to Heaven! You are now dead!"
Instead, I think it would be just like waking up like it's another day. Except you are at peace with yourself. Everything you have ever worried about or every sin you had done are now gone. Jongin is at peace with himself mentally and emotionally, because he's in a place where he can be with Kyungsoo without regards as to whether this is reality or imagination.
I know my fic is confusing... I didn't mean to make it this confusing since I thought maybe people would catch on... so sorry :3 I hope this answers anything any of you were curious about and please ask anything else you wanted to know more about or were confused about.
Thanks for reading!!
And a big thank you to the 3daysofkaisoo mod for putting together this whole event for us!!! <3 :]
The last scene of this part is when the nurses and doctors leave Jongin's side with a loud screech in the background, which is the sound of a flatline.
The very last scene of this fic takes place at the beach. Remember when Kyungsoo said that heaven takes you back to the one moment you felt happiest/safest/whatever? Being with Kyungsoo at the beach was Jongin's moment. The beach is a place to getaway essentially, to put your life on hold and enjoy the vast expanse of nature. For Jongin, being able to get away along with being with Kyungsoo is what made him the happiest. I suspect that if you go to heaven, there isn't a grand old sign that lights up like they do in Las Vegas that says "Welcome to Heaven! You are now dead!"
Instead, I think it would be just like waking up like it's another day. Except you are at peace with yourself. Everything you have ever worried about or every sin you had done are now gone. Jongin is at peace with himself mentally and emotionally, because he's in a place where he can be with Kyungsoo without regards as to whether this is reality or imagination.
I know my fic is confusing... I didn't mean to make it this confusing since I thought maybe people would catch on... so sorry :3 I hope this answers anything any of you were curious about and please ask anything else you wanted to know more about or were confused about.
Thanks for reading!!
And a big thank you to the 3daysofkaisoo mod for putting together this whole event for us!!! <3 :]
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