(for soopremo) Undimmed By Time, Unbound By Death

[kais]

For: soopremo

Title: Undimmed By Time, Unbound By Death
Genre: Angst, Drama
Rating: NC-17
Side-Pairing: Baeksoo
Warnings: character death, violence, abuse of psychedelic drugs
Length: 7,000 words
Summary: And he is angry and hollow and won’t be silenced.

Comments

[soopremo]

OKAY. WAIT. /breathes in and then breathes out/ jfc.
THIS IS THE PART WHERE I CURSE MY INABILITY TO PUT FEELINGS INTO WORDS ELOQUENTLY. OKAY WHERE DO I START?????
LET'S START WITH QUOTING OKAY bear with me pls

'Death is a universal goal to each of us. It’s the end of our performance. We take a bow and go out with a bang. But that’s not what we are here for in the end.' --> idk I just really really loved this? Like it's pessimistic, but it sounds SO right.

“I’m glad it’s her,” he says. “I’m glad he fell in love with her.” But Baekhyun doesn’t really look like he means what he is saying. It’s funny, how we decorate heartbreaks. --> my heart clenched here srsly. I had to exhale and inhale deeply before continuing.

FROM THE START OF THIS: "Have you ever felt like dying? Like killing yourself," Kai asks when they reach his neighborhood. TO THIS: "In truth, there is no one else but you." --> UGH I WISH I WAS ELOQUENT I WISH I WAS. THAT DIALOGUE WAS JUST VERY VERY BEAUTIFUL!

'He feels childish, like he is twelve again, inside his old worn jumper, holding his mother’s hand, trying to hold not love, but to immortalize the feeling of belonging, of being'

'Kyungsoo learns then that everyone has their very own private sound of laughter, but crying always sounds the same: hollow and painful.' ---> OK. /fangirls excessively/ This is probably MY FAVORITE. I DIDN'T HAVE TO THINK ABOUT IT, ABOUT WHAT YOU WROTE. I AGREED WITH IT RIGHT AWAY. UGH WHY AUTHOR WHY HOW

uGH I wish I could quote more but I'll probably end up quoting the whole fic dearest author;; You wrote this so beautifully. You don't know how many times I had to stop reading and think about what you wrote, or to just open my mouth in awe at what you wrote.

[soopremo]

Ohmygod I'll wait until the reveals so I can put up a more logical comment on your personal journal! This was such a read. Thank you for writing and sharing this <3 I loved it!