i don't know
ok so jamie's last day is technically fridays but they won't be in school for graduation rehersal,...unfortunawly and i need to get ictures, chelsea said she'll get soem for me, thank god cause i just don't have any damn guts to get about100 pictures of the guy, but since chelsea knows him better, its probably better off. real sex god he is, that boy. need new camera, again another thing that costs money...and im taunted by those catalogues that come in the mail about guitars and drums and its like...omg...this ones really nice...this one too... this one is a really good price...etc. its sad that i get pulled into wanting to buy these things with the no money i have. owell. need to get ready for finales, and meg's guinea ig died. i feel really bad. it happens but no one can prevent soemthing like that, natural causes. i still feel bad and sad and i figure i should get/make a card for her. i just don't want to mention anything and have her get upset..start sryin or anything.,even though she seemed like...fine...in school. but people can hide things like that. and i don't blame her. i can undersand how brutal it was/is. this weekend is graduation and i need to see what way i can sneakin wihtout getting in major trouble even though i don't plan on sitting down what so ever, jsut need pictures. sad to see the seniors leave, it really is. who the hell know if your ever going to see them again. its the little things that count, which can make life a real brutal thing. messed up......