"I feel like I'm eating because you're hungry."
I just drove in the field!!!
I went around in about...15 (?) circles and stalled maybe like 5 times total, but that was just when going in reverse which I HATE HATE HATE, it shall be the death of me (haha, not to jinx myself or anything) but yeah. It was good fun.
I did my monologue FINALLY on Friday and I sucked royally. I was okay in the beginning I guess but then I messed up once and started rushing, which didn't help at all. I really thought I had a better handle on it at home and in my head. Ah well. C'est la vie. I have to find another one for this quarter...I've got a couple that are promising, but technically I was supposed to have it on Friday so yet again, I am in the position of feeling rushed. In the process of searching for suitable monologues, I came across one from Gigli and oh my fucking god no wonder it bombed. Ben's "sea slug" and J. Lo's "pussy." What is this world coming to.
On the plus side, I did finally write a poem. Albeit slightly inappropriate, some lines are quite good if I do say so myself. But it really matters very little, the subject, the appropriateness, or the quality of the work, at least I'm working again. :-)
I miss Amanda sooooooo much. School is not the same without her!
Talked to Kelly today (YAY!) and we're going to be working this summer apparently (BOO!) so that we'll have money (YAY!), but unfortunately I think we might be working here in Ashaway on my house for a good portion of our time together (BOO!) or possibly a radio station (WBLQ!) or a record store (Strawberry's!). I care not, in all honesty. No, that's a lie. I'm ambivilant.
"The prefix, as in ambidextrous, meaning both. The rest, in Latin, means "vigor." The word suggests that you are torn between two opposing courses of action."
"Will I shop or will I work?"
HOW ABOUT BOTH?! Hell with opposing courses of action, what about work in Providence so I can be suitable weird and mildly accepted and preferably paid for it and then shopping in the Boston/Cambridge area? Sounds good to me.
Oh oh oh, guess what else is on the menu as a possibility this summer? A course at Brown! With Kelly. Of course. :-)
"Happiness is a warm gun. Bang bang. Shoot shoot. Happiness is a waaaaaarm, yes it is...GUUUUUUNNNNNNNN...!"
Or not.
UGH the creep is sitting next to me in class now. Hopefully he will have taken the hint enough to not sit there anymore but not enough to come into school and shoot me if I don't give him head or something awful like that. Hmmm...*edits entry* Originally I had the actual class listed, but I took it out just in case he finds this. That would be most terrible.
Love always,
*~*emmie*~*
I went around in about...15 (?) circles and stalled maybe like 5 times total, but that was just when going in reverse which I HATE HATE HATE, it shall be the death of me (haha, not to jinx myself or anything) but yeah. It was good fun.
I did my monologue FINALLY on Friday and I sucked royally. I was okay in the beginning I guess but then I messed up once and started rushing, which didn't help at all. I really thought I had a better handle on it at home and in my head. Ah well. C'est la vie. I have to find another one for this quarter...I've got a couple that are promising, but technically I was supposed to have it on Friday so yet again, I am in the position of feeling rushed. In the process of searching for suitable monologues, I came across one from Gigli and oh my fucking god no wonder it bombed. Ben's "sea slug" and J. Lo's "pussy." What is this world coming to.
On the plus side, I did finally write a poem. Albeit slightly inappropriate, some lines are quite good if I do say so myself. But it really matters very little, the subject, the appropriateness, or the quality of the work, at least I'm working again. :-)
I miss Amanda sooooooo much. School is not the same without her!
Talked to Kelly today (YAY!) and we're going to be working this summer apparently (BOO!) so that we'll have money (YAY!), but unfortunately I think we might be working here in Ashaway on my house for a good portion of our time together (BOO!) or possibly a radio station (WBLQ!) or a record store (Strawberry's!). I care not, in all honesty. No, that's a lie. I'm ambivilant.
"The prefix, as in ambidextrous, meaning both. The rest, in Latin, means "vigor." The word suggests that you are torn between two opposing courses of action."
"Will I shop or will I work?"
HOW ABOUT BOTH?! Hell with opposing courses of action, what about work in Providence so I can be suitable weird and mildly accepted and preferably paid for it and then shopping in the Boston/Cambridge area? Sounds good to me.
Oh oh oh, guess what else is on the menu as a possibility this summer? A course at Brown! With Kelly. Of course. :-)
"Happiness is a warm gun. Bang bang. Shoot shoot. Happiness is a waaaaaarm, yes it is...GUUUUUUNNNNNNNN...!"
Or not.
UGH the creep is sitting next to me in class now. Hopefully he will have taken the hint enough to not sit there anymore but not enough to come into school and shoot me if I don't give him head or something awful like that. Hmmm...*edits entry* Originally I had the actual class listed, but I took it out just in case he finds this. That would be most terrible.
Love always,
*~*emmie*~*