it gets dark too early.
FUCK.
what the fucking fuck.
hi.
i have had very strange dreams recently. involving charity award show conspiracy theories and dog maulings. that's not a joke.
my back is in shambles.
i am going to see the doctor in 5 minutes. i hope they suggest robotic spine replacement surgery, because i'm running out of money for this kind of thing.
looking back, i don't think 2005 was a very good year. when i don't think about it, it felt okay.
but if i stop and go month by month, like all of you are doing in your livejournals, i keep coming up with bad things that happened to me.
so fuck you 2005. let's go, 2006.
i can't figure out what is missing right now. but something is. something big and invisible.
i can't see it by myself.
what the fucking fuck.
hi.
i have had very strange dreams recently. involving charity award show conspiracy theories and dog maulings. that's not a joke.
my back is in shambles.
i am going to see the doctor in 5 minutes. i hope they suggest robotic spine replacement surgery, because i'm running out of money for this kind of thing.
looking back, i don't think 2005 was a very good year. when i don't think about it, it felt okay.
but if i stop and go month by month, like all of you are doing in your livejournals, i keep coming up with bad things that happened to me.
so fuck you 2005. let's go, 2006.
i can't figure out what is missing right now. but something is. something big and invisible.
i can't see it by myself.