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Goddamnit goddammit shit fuck god DAMN. Opendiary died. Disappeared. A few months ago, myspace reformatted and all of my blogs, (or those written after the first 7 years were deleted by some crazy person) were lost forever. And today I discovered opendiary, the first blogging site I've ever known, words of crushes and crazies...oh my god. 13 years of online journals. And to think I believed they'd be safe. Like there's no way things on the internet just disappear. Literally thousands of pages. I wrote about losing my virginity on that site. Haha. About all my self injury struggles. The stupid little tiffs with friends and all the times I've fallen in love SHIT I am heartbroken. Fuck. I'm sure livejournal is next. Fuck. God dammit. I am so sad.