Sep 18, 2005 03:07
Hahaha.. I just love ruining friendships. It seems like I'm really good at doing that. Sucks because I have desires, wants, and needs just like everyone else. Sucks that I'm NOT allowed to have them, and when I express them, someone doesn't wanna hear it, and then thats the end of that. Love how that shit works. I love how much they say their your friend, and when you express something to them, they don't associate with you anymore, or just not talk to you again. Ever get the feeling that your parents were right? That friends really don't care about you. They just wanna use you for a brief time so they can be occupied and not be bored, but enjoy the 'wasted' time. Yuh. I'm starting to think I don't need friends, because mine are starting to suck. I've done soo much giving in my life so far that I want back now, and apparently I'm not allowed... Oh well... I'll just do what I want and then just ignore the people who have a problem with it. I've decided I'm not going to let myself 'like' anyone for a long time too because people are crap. I'm tired of being dissapointed. So.
Nighty Night, Sleep Tight, the Boogey Man is Out Tonight...