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nothing is working out how its supposed to.
ive always wondered why girls put so much into relationships and whatnot and well i still don't know but i am definately that girl and i definately am sick of how bittersweet heartbreak tastes.
every fucking girl does this to me.
every one.
is it written in our dna?
is there something wrong with me?
because all of a sudden people who said they care... don't. and i'm tired of it. it hurts. all these girls are like 'oh ive been hurt before' well if you've been hurt so bad, why do you do it to people who care about you?
that's exactly my problem. i care too easily.
Can someone please take out whatever part of me that feels love? because i dont think i want it anymore. it's like i think what ive been feeling for this one girl is what shes feeling, she made me believe that and all of a sudden there's some dude on fuckin myspace who's better than me.
i HATE love.
really, everyone's like oh it's so great, i'm so in love i've never been so happy, well, all it ever does to me is hurt and give me this really weird taste in my mouth. so now I talk it out and I feel like some kind of pussy jackass but its because this always happens to me and i dont know why. I. DON'T. LIKE. SHARING. Why should I have to? WHY. I mean I'm not fuckin mormon and I think that if you care about with someone to be with them you should be with JUST them, unconditionaly.
what the fuck ever, i'm just pissed now.
ive always wondered why girls put so much into relationships and whatnot and well i still don't know but i am definately that girl and i definately am sick of how bittersweet heartbreak tastes.
every fucking girl does this to me.
every one.
is it written in our dna?
is there something wrong with me?
because all of a sudden people who said they care... don't. and i'm tired of it. it hurts. all these girls are like 'oh ive been hurt before' well if you've been hurt so bad, why do you do it to people who care about you?
that's exactly my problem. i care too easily.
Can someone please take out whatever part of me that feels love? because i dont think i want it anymore. it's like i think what ive been feeling for this one girl is what shes feeling, she made me believe that and all of a sudden there's some dude on fuckin myspace who's better than me.
i HATE love.
really, everyone's like oh it's so great, i'm so in love i've never been so happy, well, all it ever does to me is hurt and give me this really weird taste in my mouth. so now I talk it out and I feel like some kind of pussy jackass but its because this always happens to me and i dont know why. I. DON'T. LIKE. SHARING. Why should I have to? WHY. I mean I'm not fuckin mormon and I think that if you care about with someone to be with them you should be with JUST them, unconditionaly.
what the fuck ever, i'm just pissed now.