Once Again
Well, I'm going to make another depressing post. yeah, so you can just skip it. I don't really even know what to say. It just seems like just when everything seems to be coming together in my life, it just breaks apart again. I've never felt complete I don't think. I've come close, really close, but I don't think i've made it there yet. I mean, I have a lot to be thankful for, don't get me wrong. It just seems that there's always that one missing link. Maybe one day it will make sense, maybe. Other than that, I'm growing sick of school I think. I dunno, that's probably just the mood I'm in, plus the fact that I really hate reading boring history crap that doesn't and won't effect my life directly. Let someone who's interested read it and then do whatever they want with it. As for me, you can just leave me out of it. Work is work. It seems that's the only thing that has stayed really constant throughout my life. I think ever since I was either 14 or 15 I've had a job. It's always been a necessity for me, the way I was raised. I'm not really complaining about it. Because if it wasn't for that I'm afraid I'd have to much spare time and that would be devistating. But I guess it just seems that that is what I'm always doing, but hey, it pays!! Anyway, I guess that is enough for tonight. Maybe I'll try to post more often and put in some happy things when they occur. I sure hope I'm updating in like an hour with happy things, but that is highly unlikely. Anyway, everybody have a great night/day...or whatever it is.