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i should start doing more art in crayon.
i just spent about $40 on medium format film.
i want to go to some long haired hippy christian commune and/or talk about 60's 45s with someone and sit around and play them.
i am staying at home tonight, although i was invited to joshua/emily's dance party. that would be really awesome you know, if i danced. i like his idea of partying better than most peoples'...it is like getting all totally super happy and hyper and bopping around instead of getting all drunk and leaning on people and talking too close and all that.
i have been so super stressed about iceland. i don't know if i'm going to make it or not. i just want to throw up about the whole deal and keep vomiting until i end up in iceland because the rest of the world will be under puke. i will feel so much better when that thing is in the mail!!!
i need need need to leave. i will be so depressed and sad if i don't get to go. i felt so good when i thought i was almost done..like i was happier feeling than i've been in a while. then i realized i still don't have all my recommendations in and the director checked my essay and said things like "you can get away with this in poetry but not in real english" or some shit like that and i just wanted to cryyyyyyy.
it's okay though, if i do have to stick around don't bother trying to make me feel better. just pat me on the head or something.
maybe this summer i can work at a place like metal haven in chicago, because everyone who works there looks all pissed and fat and they have a knight in armor in the window. when emily asked them how many genres of metal there were the dude was like "man, i don't even know them all!!!"
i should start doing more stuff, i have so many ideas i know.
something about ariel pink makes me want to listen to slayer/kate bush on this really scratched fucked up tape. i love everything that man has done. i am thinking about downloading everything off his myspace profile i haven't heard because it's probably pretty awesome or nostalgic in some way.
here are a bunch of pictures found i don't know where. i think these i found in my temporary internet files one day, which means they are from somewhere else or other websites i've seen. very face oriented:
i just spent about $40 on medium format film.
i want to go to some long haired hippy christian commune and/or talk about 60's 45s with someone and sit around and play them.
i am staying at home tonight, although i was invited to joshua/emily's dance party. that would be really awesome you know, if i danced. i like his idea of partying better than most peoples'...it is like getting all totally super happy and hyper and bopping around instead of getting all drunk and leaning on people and talking too close and all that.
i have been so super stressed about iceland. i don't know if i'm going to make it or not. i just want to throw up about the whole deal and keep vomiting until i end up in iceland because the rest of the world will be under puke. i will feel so much better when that thing is in the mail!!!
i need need need to leave. i will be so depressed and sad if i don't get to go. i felt so good when i thought i was almost done..like i was happier feeling than i've been in a while. then i realized i still don't have all my recommendations in and the director checked my essay and said things like "you can get away with this in poetry but not in real english" or some shit like that and i just wanted to cryyyyyyy.
it's okay though, if i do have to stick around don't bother trying to make me feel better. just pat me on the head or something.
maybe this summer i can work at a place like metal haven in chicago, because everyone who works there looks all pissed and fat and they have a knight in armor in the window. when emily asked them how many genres of metal there were the dude was like "man, i don't even know them all!!!"
i should start doing more stuff, i have so many ideas i know.
something about ariel pink makes me want to listen to slayer/kate bush on this really scratched fucked up tape. i love everything that man has done. i am thinking about downloading everything off his myspace profile i haven't heard because it's probably pretty awesome or nostalgic in some way.
here are a bunch of pictures found i don't know where. i think these i found in my temporary internet files one day, which means they are from somewhere else or other websites i've seen. very face oriented: