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*sighs* I know I've been doing a lot of complianing lately, but I'm here again. I talked to Tyler today and he told me "I can't do this." I told him that we couldn't get back together now, this amount of time will do nothing for us. If we got back together now we would just fall apart again. He asked me how long he had to wait. I just...He got pissed at me before for "trying to change him." when I wanted him to read and here he is, holding out for me to change something that is so much bigger than picking up a freakin book....it just makes me think that it really can't work if I'm not Christian....I don't know what to do...He doesn't seem to get that things will get better and easier if he'll let them. I told him that time heals all wounds and he just had to argue with me again, it's like he has to have the last word or he has to argue and that's driven me nuts for the longest time, so when I'm trying to help him and he fights me on it with "Time heals MOST wounds, sometimes there's not enough time." what am I supposed to say? "You're right Tyler, You'll never get over and you'll die before you ever move on." ? It's like I'm the only he'll ever be able to even consider loving. We're in highschool, even if we had stayed together I don't think it would have survived me going off to college. *sighs* alright, I'm done venting for the moment.