The Letdown.
I keep on liking the wrong people
I keep on hoping for the impossible
I wish you were over him
I wish you would have the courage to talk to me already so that everything would go back to the way they were
I wish you actually had the courage to do that
I think I deserve more than this, you owe me an explanation
I would really appreciate an apology.
I was nothing but good to you, cut me some slack?
You were the last straw of my October. You knew what I was going through
but apparently you also had to be part of the problem
I hate it that our friends have to adjust, too. IT'S NOT SUPPOSE TO BE LIKE THIS.
Damn it, just talk to me already. Let's put this behind us.
No, I will not be the one to make the first move.
I did it so many times already & I ended up being hurt.
Just this once, FUCK YOU. Seriously. YOU COULD HAVE FIXED IT. YOU HAD THE UPPER HAND.
YOU KNEW BUT DID NOTHING. YOU ENJOYED THE ATTENTION FROM ME. WTH. WHY?
It's true, whenever you say you're pretty numb from everything. It's true.
Fuck you. You come up to me & talk to me. As long as you don't, well, it'll be like this then.
I won't deny it, I HATE IT.
You are a beautiful, coward letdown.
Okay. I feel better now. But I have another entry that I am just about to write. Geez.
I keep on hoping for the impossible
I wish you were over him
I wish you would have the courage to talk to me already so that everything would go back to the way they were
I wish you actually had the courage to do that
I think I deserve more than this, you owe me an explanation
I would really appreciate an apology.
I was nothing but good to you, cut me some slack?
You were the last straw of my October. You knew what I was going through
but apparently you also had to be part of the problem
I hate it that our friends have to adjust, too. IT'S NOT SUPPOSE TO BE LIKE THIS.
Damn it, just talk to me already. Let's put this behind us.
No, I will not be the one to make the first move.
I did it so many times already & I ended up being hurt.
Just this once, FUCK YOU. Seriously. YOU COULD HAVE FIXED IT. YOU HAD THE UPPER HAND.
YOU KNEW BUT DID NOTHING. YOU ENJOYED THE ATTENTION FROM ME. WTH. WHY?
It's true, whenever you say you're pretty numb from everything. It's true.
Fuck you. You come up to me & talk to me. As long as you don't, well, it'll be like this then.
I won't deny it, I HATE IT.
You are a beautiful, coward letdown.
Okay. I feel better now. But I have another entry that I am just about to write. Geez.