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My face buried in my hands. elbows on knees... why is this so hard?
I've lost it.
I used to be so in control, and now I find myself angry, and then depressed, and then fine. In fact, yesterday, I went full circle: I got mad, drove it off (literally) until I had calmed down, I parked and cried for a couple of minutes, and then forced myself to go inside smiling.
Why is this me now? And where did I change? An now that I'm this way, why is it so hard to change back?
Throw it away,
Forget yesterday.
We'll make the great e_s_c_a_p_e_.
We won't hear a |w|o|r|d| they say-
they don't know us anyway...
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free
tonight.