Jul 06, 2009 22:11
My opinion of life as of now is in horrible standing.
I feel cheated and suffocated by stipulations previously concealed.
Even a visit to the monestary reverted little to nothing back to 'normal'
I feel used and misinformed.
Moreover, I blame everyone and no one for my apparent inevitable defeat.
I feel vengeful.
If any happy ending is to come from life's vendetta on my soul, it will be the slight comfort that I won't make it out alive.
Until then, I feel like shit.