Like the Twilight
That special time of crazy is taking over my thoughts... why must I be a crazy for about three days out of every month? I suppose it struck today because I am spending time alone for the first time in a while.
Watching everyone's lives come together makes me feel really sad sometimes. So many of my friends have gotten married or are living with their significant other. Everyone is done with school and has gotten jobs that they love or at least like, and are leading adult lives. I'm happy for everyone, I just really wish I could have that. I know I made the choice to go to grad school, and there are people way older than me who are still living like students, but I just feel like I'm so ready to do something else. My friends who grew up all go out together and do things adult couples do. I wish that they still wanted to spend time with me, but I feel like I am stuck in their pasts. I want to have a job and make enough money to not have roommates and to go on trips and improve my place, but I can't right now, and I feel like every month I get further and further behind where I should be in my life.
Watching everyone's lives come together makes me feel really sad sometimes. So many of my friends have gotten married or are living with their significant other. Everyone is done with school and has gotten jobs that they love or at least like, and are leading adult lives. I'm happy for everyone, I just really wish I could have that. I know I made the choice to go to grad school, and there are people way older than me who are still living like students, but I just feel like I'm so ready to do something else. My friends who grew up all go out together and do things adult couples do. I wish that they still wanted to spend time with me, but I feel like I am stuck in their pasts. I want to have a job and make enough money to not have roommates and to go on trips and improve my place, but I can't right now, and I feel like every month I get further and further behind where I should be in my life.