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i dont really have any reason to update. i might work the saves the gay show later today then go to green room for lots of me being drunk and making people hate me, it seems to be what i do best there. friday im going to see slayer, hatebreed, arch enemy and fag town fagcrete. i got my backstage passes woohoo. i hate working at this restaurant im looking for a new place to work, ive gotten offers in south tampa area that i need to check out. i met this awesome girl and thought she could be the one to help me get through things but then she has turned out to be not so supportive or cool as i thought she would be. fuck girls they are all lying bitches. i would be gay if the barker bros. were. i need a place to live still, i bought a bike from the dishwasher at work for 15 bucks, it might be stolen but he sweared it wasnt and a dishwasher never lies. i almost had a chance to go to japan but it didnt work out, apparently i need a passport and some sort of money. i miss richmond so much, i miss the lombardi house i miss hanging out with michell,jeff, abby, the kids across the street. the manstitutes walking up and down grace st always made me think of a new profession, i miss a city with history and character. im done...........