Mar 22, 2004 18:33
So, I was doing really good with the whole moving on in my life and not letting Jack* set me back any, but then Saturday night came. I went to my friend's house and started drinking a bit. Then I went in the other room to change the music and my friend follows me.
Him: Hey, my friend thinks your cute. Wanna hook up with him?
Me: Um...NO!
Him: Why not? You think he's ugly?
Me: No, not at all... I just don't wanna.
My head: JACK, JACK! I MISS JACK! I WONDER WHAT HE'S DOING RIGHT NOW...
And you can only imagine what I did next... I TEXTED HIM! And now I have a new collection of messages from him that I have yet to erase.
ME = STUPID LOSER
Then we were SUPPOSE to kick it yesterday but shit happened and we didn't.
OMG! Every time I talk to him on the phone I make a TOTAL ass outta myself. I say THE stupidest, most insensible things EVER!