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10 things I probably should say.
INSTRUCTIONS: Write ten statements, intended to different people - things you've always wanted to tell them. never tell which one is to whom.
1. you talk way too much fucking shit and pretend to be good friends with me. god knows what you fucking think of me, you're a liar and a cheap. you're unreliable and you have no right to say anything about me or anyone else you pretend to be so close to. i'm so much better than you, and its fucked up that you used to make me feel the opposite. how wrong of you to think what you think about me, after all we've been through.
2. either you have really fast changing emotions, or you're a really big liar. i'm glad i didn't show you the real me, considering you didn't give me enough time to open up. you didn't have to pretend to love me just to fuck me, i don't really have morals anyway, so i wouldn't have cared.
3. i don't mind talking about your relationship problems, but you practically shove it down my throat that i have no one to talk about. then if i say something about that, you give me this pathetic "i feel bad for you" look.
4. i like to think that i can change you. that you'll fall in love with me and change and grow up. its just me getting my hopes up, but i don't think that feelings going to go away for a while.
5. you're unappreciative and very fucking spoiled. you have no idea how good you've got it, and you do is treat everyone in your life like shit and refuse to apologize.
6. you used to be so trustworthy, so caring and shit. drugs changed you and now you're always the person that gives bad news. i can tell you one thing and you'll probably go tell your girlfriend or one of your friends that you were just talking shit about the day before. you barely have morals anymore, a life that you want. you're just sitting there wasting into nothing and you've completely stopped caring and your real friends.
7. you're the biggest pussy i've ever met. you bother me to such an extent that i can barely be around you. you were attatched to me way too quickly, and i'm wondering why that was.
8. i consider one of my good friends, cause you actually listen to what i say and understand. sometimes i feel like you don't want to be friends with me, but i'm hoping thats my own insecurities.
9. i can't wait til you see me again, so i can shove in your face how much better i am, how much i've grown, how much i've grown away from the person you used. the person you hurt and fucked over completely. you have no idea what you did but i've learned so much from that mistake i made EVER talking to you. but sometimes, instead of thinking of you an enemy, i secretly wish i can be in your arms one more time to kind of savor it. i felt cared for for that one night, and it felt good until it was over & i realized you were lying.
10. you're a disgusting, alcoholic pig. you can barely talk without messing up your words and stuttering. you have no idea whats going on around you. you're jsut a fucking burnt out, arrogant asshole, and i'm just going to keep using you until i find someone who has feelings. you are careless. you have no personality.