so its like this
i sincerely put effort into to not hating people. i don't know if thats worse for me because maybe it shouldn't take effort to be peaceful or if its worse for them (who (whom?) ever them is) because they are so easy to hate. anyways, the point is i'm trying to put less negativity out in the world, because i guess in my mind those bad vibes just gather in the world and thats what causes bad things to happen, bad karma if you will. but its frustrating because sometimes i feel like the harder i try to be positive the more negativity "them" is putting out, and therefore everything i'm trying so hard for is ending up at neutral. neutral. that word makes me cringe.
as for a life update: i can't write a melody. any suggestions?
as for a life update: i can't write a melody. any suggestions?