I'm so happy....
Ok if you don't know me or haven't known me for the past months you won't get this entry but here goes anyways....
This school year hasn't been the best but sum kinda of feeling last nite took over. It was the happiest feeling in my life.Everything's gunna be fine. I was so happy last nite I felt like for the first time after peter pan I was actually living,actually myself. I know everyones like "ok...." but I'm so happy!!! The happiness started to build up when I started listening to les mis...omg depressed people should listen to that the whole thing it really helps and yes I know it's suposed to be a sad story that it is, but the last song....*sigh* last night I was crying my eyes out they were tears of joy I have so much there's no reason to be sad. I love myself and i've learned what it's like to love others I guess you could say I've progressed from an all time low to an all time high, and yes of course I know it won't always be like this i'll always have bad days, but there will be good days to and instead of dwelling in the bad like so many of us do why not dwell in the good!!! The goods what makes us happy and it brings us hope. Forget about all this crap that's going on and focus on the good things. If you dwell on the bad I promise you it will suck you up and spit you out clean of happiness so that you will lose yourself and you won't know who you are and to sum degree yes I do believe that we are confused about who we are and that's normal. Just let time run I promise you you'll find yourself through sumthing or sum one you will be able to draw strength. There was sum thing holding me back That's my personal business so it's not going down here LOL but I let it go last nite and now I feel joy that I never ever thought i'd feel again!!! So don't ever give up you guys EVER!!! You never know what God has in store for you. God loves and has a plan for each and every one of us and sum way we will make it beyond the battle of life and find our happiness and desires. I promise you trust in him and he will make everything ok and for those of you that are non religious trust your heart trust people that have gone b4 you cuz they know what they are talking about more then we give them credit for. Dwell in good days and you will see the beauty of life. LOL on that happy note I am now off to take exams..... *Jordyn*:)
This school year hasn't been the best but sum kinda of feeling last nite took over. It was the happiest feeling in my life.Everything's gunna be fine. I was so happy last nite I felt like for the first time after peter pan I was actually living,actually myself. I know everyones like "ok...." but I'm so happy!!! The happiness started to build up when I started listening to les mis...omg depressed people should listen to that the whole thing it really helps and yes I know it's suposed to be a sad story that it is, but the last song....*sigh* last night I was crying my eyes out they were tears of joy I have so much there's no reason to be sad. I love myself and i've learned what it's like to love others I guess you could say I've progressed from an all time low to an all time high, and yes of course I know it won't always be like this i'll always have bad days, but there will be good days to and instead of dwelling in the bad like so many of us do why not dwell in the good!!! The goods what makes us happy and it brings us hope. Forget about all this crap that's going on and focus on the good things. If you dwell on the bad I promise you it will suck you up and spit you out clean of happiness so that you will lose yourself and you won't know who you are and to sum degree yes I do believe that we are confused about who we are and that's normal. Just let time run I promise you you'll find yourself through sumthing or sum one you will be able to draw strength. There was sum thing holding me back That's my personal business so it's not going down here LOL but I let it go last nite and now I feel joy that I never ever thought i'd feel again!!! So don't ever give up you guys EVER!!! You never know what God has in store for you. God loves and has a plan for each and every one of us and sum way we will make it beyond the battle of life and find our happiness and desires. I promise you trust in him and he will make everything ok and for those of you that are non religious trust your heart trust people that have gone b4 you cuz they know what they are talking about more then we give them credit for. Dwell in good days and you will see the beauty of life. LOL on that happy note I am now off to take exams..... *Jordyn*:)