happy easter everyone...
well, it's easter and i feel as though i've been trapped. the way my mom has been talking i thought it was her year. but when i talked to my dad the other day i got confused. he was acting like it was his year. i ended up having to find out whos year it is from sean. i just wish my mom would have said something before that it was his year. right now, i don't want to go anywhere except back to philly. heh, maybe i'd eat dinner with rachel. i hate this. i don't like this whole having to pick bullshit just because i'm an adult. but the thing is, it wasn't this way before. it's not like this is the first holiday that i've been an adult. why didn't this happen at the first one? why now, after two christmas, two thanksgivings, and one other easter? bah, it makes no sense, but nothing ever does.
on another note, i have decided that easter is no fun... when you're a little kid you get all this candy and color eggs and go hunt for eggs and everything is fun. this year... nothing. well, i did get some money and a stupid chicken little doll thing. but eh, it's not the same. all i wanted was a chocolate bunny and maybe some flowers.
bah, this is no fun... maybe i should have just stayed in philly
on another note, i have decided that easter is no fun... when you're a little kid you get all this candy and color eggs and go hunt for eggs and everything is fun. this year... nothing. well, i did get some money and a stupid chicken little doll thing. but eh, it's not the same. all i wanted was a chocolate bunny and maybe some flowers.
bah, this is no fun... maybe i should have just stayed in philly