when?
had a long conversation with a good old friend today, only to find out more than i wanted to know about certain things. but it's okay. it was good talking to them. i had somethings i needed to know about myself and i knew they would be the only one who could tell me. and i thank them for it. and i keep wondering if i'll ever be happy like i was before. that's all i really want, to be happy like that again. *sigh* i just want to be happy.