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I don't know what to say. This New Year's is so completely different from the last several. I'm sitting at home, on my computer, because as of right now, I have precisely 1 friend. She's busy with her other, more important friends. It's not a good sign to a good start of a new year.
I don't WANT to push people away, but I can't bring myself to look past the fact that I'm disposable. Completely and utterly. As has been proven to me many times just this past year over.
So in other words; fuck this shit, I'm going to bed.
I don't WANT to push people away, but I can't bring myself to look past the fact that I'm disposable. Completely and utterly. As has been proven to me many times just this past year over.
So in other words; fuck this shit, I'm going to bed.