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There's something in the way she moves, like she knows exactly who she is and who she wants to be. I can't move like that.
And all i want is somebody to love me.
Me and Terry are over. That lasted a whole, what, two months? Couldn't even act like it mattered to him. Yay.
[sigh]
Geez. This is terrible. And i fucked things up with Mike. That was just embarrassing. I can't believe i did that shit. I don't even want to look at him for shame. Ugh. Whatever. I've been over that for a while now. Meh.
I need sombody who is into horror movies, especially zombie movies, loves any kind of music, tattoos and piercings preferable, can joke about cannibalism, can tell me i didn't embarrass myself when i TOTALLY did, laugh with me about the stupid shit i say and do, has a car and loves to drive around aimlessly with the music all the way up, chain-smoking...I have this whole huge list and i'll never be satisfied. But thus far i have only settled, and i'm not doing that anymore.
I miss Brandon. Terribly. I want to cry everytime i think about it. And i keep getting more and more pissed off at Pierce for what he did. That fuck. I want to find him and beat his ass.
[Le sigh]
And all i want is somebody to love me.
Me and Terry are over. That lasted a whole, what, two months? Couldn't even act like it mattered to him. Yay.
[sigh]
Geez. This is terrible. And i fucked things up with Mike. That was just embarrassing. I can't believe i did that shit. I don't even want to look at him for shame. Ugh. Whatever. I've been over that for a while now. Meh.
I need sombody who is into horror movies, especially zombie movies, loves any kind of music, tattoos and piercings preferable, can joke about cannibalism, can tell me i didn't embarrass myself when i TOTALLY did, laugh with me about the stupid shit i say and do, has a car and loves to drive around aimlessly with the music all the way up, chain-smoking...I have this whole huge list and i'll never be satisfied. But thus far i have only settled, and i'm not doing that anymore.
I miss Brandon. Terribly. I want to cry everytime i think about it. And i keep getting more and more pissed off at Pierce for what he did. That fuck. I want to find him and beat his ass.
[Le sigh]