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I wrote this whole long note to him. [Not Terry, Cory or Daniel.] Telling him that no matter how much i tend to like somebody else, i'm always comparing them to him. Telling him how i could feel so in love with somebody, but not be as let down when i don't get their phone call as with his. Why can't i get him out of my head? We hang out one night and i fall right into this thing with him. He is the perfect guy for me, i know it.
I dig too far into shit. Like...I think i hallucinated hearing the words 'i wanted you to spend the night' come out of his mouth. But i didn't. And like an idiot, not know what to respond, i changed the subject, because i couldn't believe that i was hearing it from the man i've like since High School.
Auuugh! Why does this shit happen to me?!
I'm going to go cry with how much i want him now.
I dig too far into shit. Like...I think i hallucinated hearing the words 'i wanted you to spend the night' come out of his mouth. But i didn't. And like an idiot, not know what to respond, i changed the subject, because i couldn't believe that i was hearing it from the man i've like since High School.
Auuugh! Why does this shit happen to me?!
I'm going to go cry with how much i want him now.