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Well, it's weird how things work out.
I was at Courtneys and my dad called and said I needed to come home because i'm doing so bad in english. So i get home and start to do my work, then my mom comes up and says that she knows im smoking pot and blah blah and that the drug test was going to be this weekend but she isnt going to waist her money on it because she knows and im grounded indefinatly.
Shit isnt going to well for me lately, becides the fact that im grounded forever, im SO far behind in school i dont know what to do, i have like 3 d's an f and maybe a c. I dont know what to do. Its not like i can get grounded, but its just overwhelming knowing that i have such shitty grades. I dont know how the rest of this year is going to go. I really wish i would have just done all my shit and now i wouldnt be so far behind, and now my parents couldnt blame it on weed. I know that it has something to do with it, but its not the whole reason my grades are shitty. I dont know how my life at home is going to go eather, having to be eather at school or at home is going to get to me. I'm afraid for whats going to happen to tell you the truth. I dont know where im going with my life and i dont know how this is changing it. I cant stand my parents anymore, and i dont give a shit what they think. All i got from our discussion is that me and my friends are peices of shit, weed is worse then alcohol, im a peice of shit, im a peice of shit, my life is going to be ruined if i keep smoking weed but alcohol is ok, im addicted to weed, i need drug classes, i cant say no because im addicted(oh wait, i remember coke being infront of my all the fuck weekend and me not doing any, oh yeah!) and my mom said fucked in the ass about 100 times, and i laughed every time. Oh well im done bitching.
I was at Courtneys and my dad called and said I needed to come home because i'm doing so bad in english. So i get home and start to do my work, then my mom comes up and says that she knows im smoking pot and blah blah and that the drug test was going to be this weekend but she isnt going to waist her money on it because she knows and im grounded indefinatly.
Shit isnt going to well for me lately, becides the fact that im grounded forever, im SO far behind in school i dont know what to do, i have like 3 d's an f and maybe a c. I dont know what to do. Its not like i can get grounded, but its just overwhelming knowing that i have such shitty grades. I dont know how the rest of this year is going to go. I really wish i would have just done all my shit and now i wouldnt be so far behind, and now my parents couldnt blame it on weed. I know that it has something to do with it, but its not the whole reason my grades are shitty. I dont know how my life at home is going to go eather, having to be eather at school or at home is going to get to me. I'm afraid for whats going to happen to tell you the truth. I dont know where im going with my life and i dont know how this is changing it. I cant stand my parents anymore, and i dont give a shit what they think. All i got from our discussion is that me and my friends are peices of shit, weed is worse then alcohol, im a peice of shit, im a peice of shit, my life is going to be ruined if i keep smoking weed but alcohol is ok, im addicted to weed, i need drug classes, i cant say no because im addicted(oh wait, i remember coke being infront of my all the fuck weekend and me not doing any, oh yeah!) and my mom said fucked in the ass about 100 times, and i laughed every time. Oh well im done bitching.