May 24, 2006 03:38
Well school is finally done for the year. im happy or i guess u could say im not, i really dont know anymore what goes on inside my head. i passed everything with ok grades, not what i wanted but who gets what they want? so im home and its been boring as heck. none of my friends are out of school yet. i have work every day pretty much even tho i worked all the time during school...man i need a new job. I have some serious insomnia going on recently and my sleep pattern is so messed up. i dont sleep anymore and if i say i am its usually me lying on my bed motionless waiting for my eyes to just collapse from exhaustion. im probably gonna go to some graduations for my friends and then i dont know take time off to relax for awhile... i wish that i went to school far away kind of so i wasnt home every weekend even tho seeing my folks is kinda nice i saw my brother a whole 4 times this year and by the time i was out of school off he went on some vacation or work i dont know i dont get along well with him. ive been cleaning my room for the past 3 days and threw out everything that i didnt need. I want to see my friends all of them this summer before i go back to school becuase i dont know how much im coming home next year.