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its funny how
everyone is always complaining
and with good reason.
but do any of us really know true pain?
only time will tell
but
until then
will the heartache remain,
relentless?
there is no beauty in this sorrow.
**
went to the supercross races with kaitlin yesterday. very cool. travis p. is out on injury but ricky c. pulled through and my #188 pulled himself from 10th to 4th.
today i did nothing but read and do homework. im in a really weird state of mind right now. i feel like doctor phil with a million things to say.
last night after the races we saw a poor man with a sign begging for money from the passing traffic. "please spare a dollar for food. God Bless." no one was giving him any money. i didnt have any. or i swear i would have given it to him. i dont know whether he wanted to buy beer or if the money really was for food. i dont care. seeing poor people is the one thing that makes me most sad. my problems flood out the door. needless to say, i cant help but cry everytime i witness these sad looking people. it makes me feel so upset that we cant all stop thinking about our own problems for one minute to give a little love and kindness to our fellow human beings. i know i am guilty of not caring sometimes too. but i would do anything to change. and to make these people have better lives, i would give everything i have.
<3 dig down deep. and share whats left of your heart.
everyone is always complaining
and with good reason.
but do any of us really know true pain?
only time will tell
but
until then
will the heartache remain,
relentless?
there is no beauty in this sorrow.
**
went to the supercross races with kaitlin yesterday. very cool. travis p. is out on injury but ricky c. pulled through and my #188 pulled himself from 10th to 4th.
today i did nothing but read and do homework. im in a really weird state of mind right now. i feel like doctor phil with a million things to say.
last night after the races we saw a poor man with a sign begging for money from the passing traffic. "please spare a dollar for food. God Bless." no one was giving him any money. i didnt have any. or i swear i would have given it to him. i dont know whether he wanted to buy beer or if the money really was for food. i dont care. seeing poor people is the one thing that makes me most sad. my problems flood out the door. needless to say, i cant help but cry everytime i witness these sad looking people. it makes me feel so upset that we cant all stop thinking about our own problems for one minute to give a little love and kindness to our fellow human beings. i know i am guilty of not caring sometimes too. but i would do anything to change. and to make these people have better lives, i would give everything i have.
<3 dig down deep. and share whats left of your heart.