madame snoodle

[30_secs_to_mars]

so i love my boyfriend like a whole lot. he was WICKED sick like the past week and we were hanging out. his tummy started acting up so the kid we were with took him to the store to buy some pepto (yuck). and he came out of the store with a plastic bag with pepto in one hand and the other was behind his back. i thought nothing of it. as he got closer to the car his face glowed and he had the biggest smile i had seen him make in the longest time. i roll down the window, he leans in gives me a kiss on the forehead and hands me one long stem yellow rose. it was the sweetest thing ever. he was wicked bummed that there werent any red ones but he said that he just had to buy me one cuz he walked by the flowers. i just thought that it was great because he was trying to save up his paychecks to buy his old car back at an auction but he still forked over money to pay for a way over priced long stem rose. i could have cried. instead i just got hammered the like 3 hours later.

this is a random post i know but i just thought i write that down cuz its true. and in case things dont work out with us in a few years or even if they do i figure ill read over these and realize the little things he did for me and then relive the moments love him even more or hate him even more. depending on the situation. and if we are together i might even let him read this journal. and if he does, he will read this one and probably think im fucking crazy. but whatever. i love him right now AT THIS EXACT MOMENT AND FOREVER!!! no matter what. he is my baby's daddy and i dont think i could picture myself with anyone else right now. i love you baby. you are my snoodle from now until forever. i dont care of we ever get married. im happy just being with you.