Title: The Calander Hung Itself
Author:
304_PinkKiller &
mrssleazoidChapters: /?
Genre: N/A
Rating/warnings: NC-17 / twincest, anal, oral, rape, drugs, obsession, abuse, ect.
Band(s): -----Dir en grey I guess.. and whatever Kisaki is considered. Possibly others later.
Pairing(s): WaruxKyo - KisakixKyo
Summary: Kyo meets his twin brother who his parents disowned as a child and who seems to have no limits. And what's this about Kyo's psycho boyfriend? DUNDUNDUN! haha, gay summary.
Disclaimer: We own computers, yes?
Notes: Comments=♥
Archive Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Sitting down at one of the booths, a waiter came up. "What would you two like?" he asked, a bit too cheerily. Kyo blinked and pointed to something on the menu Waru was looking at and Waru smiled, pointing to it as well for the man to see.
"We'll have this to share." he said, and handed the thin booklet to their waiter who nodded humbly before walking away. Kyo blinked at Waru who shrugged, "What? Do you not want to share with your dear brother?" he teased, voice flat.
Kyo sighed and shook his head, "No... Its fine" he watched as Waru slipped into his own world, and thought about everything. What did Waru really want from him? `He told me not to fall for him but... How is that possible with everything he does?` Kyo didn't want to say it out loud, even in his thoughts, but he could feel himself already falling far. It was an interesting feeling, but he wondered how it would even work. They were brothers. And he couldn't very well tell Waru, he was basically forbidden to. But he knew it was beginning to happen either way; and as he grinned to himself, he decided he'd play this game as well.
When their food came, he leaned back into the seat as it was placed down. The waiter left yet again and he began to sip his drink. Waru looked down at him, "Aren't you gonna eat?" Kyo shook his head, smiling slightly. Waru raised an eyebrow. The fuck..? He shook his head and went to eat his portion of the food.
His eyes went wide when he felt Kyo's hand begin to rub at the crotch of his pants, and he side glanced to see Kyo simply sitting there with a bored expression, sipping his drink... with one hand under the table. It was unexpected, he didn't think Kyo would...well really, he didn't care, it felt good. Why dwell on it?
Kyo didn't plan on finishing this here, but he wasn't exactly hungry right now and had other things on his mind. He just wanted to tease Waru. He knew he could feel it as he continued to eat, pretending he didn't, and the blonde just sipped at his drink thinking of everything happening and not really about what could come and continued to work his hand against Waru's slowly hardening crotch.
"Ngh..." Waru let his head fall down, having a hard time acting as if he wasn't affected by Kyo's actions. He leaned back to look back at him, eyeing his behavior. Kyo still acted as if he wasn't doing anything special and Waru felt his defense falling off of his shoulders as he breathed out softly. He wanted to grab Kyo's hand and shove it down his pants, making him jerk him off right on the spot.
But for some reason, he just couldn't.
"Kyo..." Waru said in a low tone, getting a humming reply from his brother. "Stop it." he said and let his head fall back to lean against the wall as his lips parted to let out a suppressed low moan.
"Okay." Kyo removed his hand with a shrug, still not watching Waru.
Waru's eyes shot open, "Don't stop, you idiot." He tugged at Kyo's hand, making it return to pay attention to his trapped sex.
Kyo chuckled under his breath as Waru put his hand on Kyo's, adding more pressure. "Be like that and I will..." Kyo threatened with a playful grin, slipping his finger's down to tease just below where Waru's sac would be under his pants, earning himself a glare from the other. Once he felt that Waru was fully erect, he gripped the shaft through the thin cloth and began to pump him slowly before stopping abruptly. Waru's eye's turned on him and Kyo just shrugged, going back to giving his drink his attention. "I can't very well finish you off here... We might cause a scene, ya know?" Kyo said casually, eyes roaming the room slowly. He leaned back, eyeing the half finished plate with a slight smirk, "Ready to go?"
Waru's narrowed eye's directed lasers at Kyo for stopping, but he shrugged with a slight grunt, which obviously meant: "Whatever, as long as you hurry the fuck up."
Kyo smiled and waved the waiter down to their table, getting their stuff together before the pair left the restaurant. The blonde found it fun to fuck with Waru like this, get him back for the previous day, and it was just easier to not bother himself with confusions and just go along with it. Turning his head to the other, he grabbed his hand, "So, where we going?"
Waru felt a twitch when he looked at Kyo who was watching him so... casually while holding his hand. "I guess my place, unless of course you feel like going home.." he tried to sound as uncaring as he could, but with the extreme hard on he was trying to ignore, he couldn't exactly convince Kyo he didn't want to take him somewhere and fuck his brains out.
Kyo rolled his eyes, "Now if that's the case, you can go to your place and I'll just find somewhere else to crash." though he knew Waru didn't want that, it still got on his nerves.
Waru rolled his eyes, "Fuck you, you're coming with me." he said, tightening his grip on the blondes hand.
"Oh, am I?" Kyo answered in a sarcastic tone. Waru had enough of it and quickly pulled him to his side, pushing him up the brick wall behind them, sealing their lips together in a rough kiss while pressing his crotch against Kyo's. As he pulled away he grabbed Kyo's hair, pulling his head back to make him look at him. That innocent, wondering look he used to get wasn't there; instead he was just faced with a slight smirk on the other.
"You get off on this, don't you? Acting like you can control me?" Waru stated, watching him with a nasty glare.
Kyo stared back, "So what if I do?"
Waru leaned in, "Kyo, I have no problem with fucking you right here in the crowd. But I know you do, "He licked the side of Kyo's face, "So if you don't want me to cause a scene then you better follow me and do as I say." He watched Kyo's eyes growing big, obviously spotting something behind Waru. Waru turned around to see nothing special other than a bunch of people.
Kyo immediately nodded, rushing away with Waru still in his grip, "Come on, Waru," He hurried.
Waru followed, "Who did you see?"
Kyo kept looking back to see if anyone was following them. "No one."
"Was it him?" Waru stopped, staring right back to see if anyone looked worse than the rest, but Kyo began pulling at Waru's hand again,
"He's never in this area of town... I don't..." Suddenly he could hear his name being called out from a distance, "Fuck..." He said in a panicking voice as he began to almost run. Waru noticed the fear in Kyo's voice and pushed him inside and alley, showing him a door that lead into a cellar which no one seemed to use.
"Come on." Waru moved as Kyo followed through a long dark corridor.
"Waru, where are we going?" He clenched his hand around Waru's, scared to run into something, or someone. "Aren't there any lights?"
"No." Waru said, beginning to move up another flight where he stopped at the top of. Kyo moved in close to him as they both listened for any sound from someone who might be following them. "We shook him off." Waru said, moving his hand over Kyo's hair before once again sealing their mouths together.
Waru pulled away and once again began walking up the stairs, finding a door where they could exit on the other side of the building. Right on the other side of the road was the door to Waru's.
Kyo breathed out a relieved sigh once they finally got inside and Waru locked the door.
Waru looked at him, "I should've just let him find you."
Kyo threw a pissed off glare back at him. "So, what now?" Kyo asked.
"Well, you still have a fucking boner to take care of, and it's not your own."
Kyo rolled his eyes; running from Kisaki didn't exactly make Waru's orgasm his priority. Waru saw this and immediately pulled Kyo against him, nuzzling at his neck then bit his ear, making the other shiver, "If you're going to dwell on it then go back. Letting him get to you won't help anything," he whispered into Kyo's ear, nipping it before continuing, "I'd appreciate if you'd let go of what just happened and tend to your dear brother's problem." he could feel the familiar tension building up inside of Kyo and he pulled away to look at him.
Kyo stared up as him, uncertain because he knew continuing this would only anger Kisaki further; who knew what he might do. "But... What if he..."
Waru silenced him, taking Kyo's bottom lip between his teeth, "Take care of my problems," he started, slipping his hands up Kyo's sides under his shirt, "And I'll take care of yours.." his deal held an obvious double meaning and Kyo suddenly felt warmth.
He let out a short, shaky breath and nodded his relieved surrender. Leaning his head against Waru's shoulder, he nipped his collarbone before leaning in to
whisper, "You wouldn't happen to have more of those popsicles, would you?"
Waru gave off a delighted purr when he heard Kyo's question. "Of course..."
He watched Kyo, wondering what he was thinking about doing to him. He decided to not worry since it involved Kyo and a Popsicle; that was all he needed right now.
Kyo pulled his shirt off, "good." He walked over to the kitchen, beginning to dig in the fridge. Waru pulled his shirt off as well as he began moving to his bedroom, finally letting his pants drop. He took a hold of himself, letting out a soft sigh to his actions. Slowly he began to stroke himself, waiting for Kyo to arrive.
A moment later Kyo walked in with a Popsicle in his mouth, sucking on it with a skilled mouth. He watched Waru on the bed with his hand in his boxers, before meeting his stare.
"Come here..." Waru said as he released the hold he had on himself.
Kyo was grinning around the Popsicle in his mouth at how much Waru wanted this. For a second he stood there, entertaining the idea of what Waru would do if he just plainly walked away, but he wouldn't do that anyways. Walking slowly over to him, he undid his pants with one hand and dropped them before climbing up to straddle Waru's waist. He pulled the ice from his mouth, sucking with an audible pop as it was pulled from his lips, and leaned down to quickly kiss his brother immediately moving his tongue between his lips forcefully. Waru moaned into the kiss and wanted to flip Kyo over and fuck him but didn't move, his curiosity stricken by Kyo's play with the Popsicle.
Kyo pulled away and moved slowly down Waru's body so that he was now straddled over his thighs. He smirked, reaching out to circle a nipple with the tip of the ice, pulling a sharp gasp from Waru's throat. He giggled softly, "Cold, eh?" The blonde one continued to stroke it over Waru's hardening nub until it turned a dark red before leaning down and taking it into his only slightly warmed mouth. Waru's drawn out moan was wonderful to Kyo's ears and he wanted to tease him more, repay him. Dragging the edge of the slowly melting icicle in detailed patterns over Waru's chest, receiving contented sighs and more moans whenever he'd run over the other nipple with it.
"Fuck... Kyo... Fuck..." Waru bit out, straining his hips, chest arching up to Kyo's ministrations. The corner of Kyo's lips tugged and he took the pleading, kissing and biting his way down Waru's chest and stomach until he came to the stiffness coming from between his legs. Tongue poking out slightly from the corner of his mouth in playful concentration, Kyo lowered himself to be level with the leaking cock. Waru lifted himself, watching Kyo who looked up at him with a mischievous grin.
Kyo brought the Popsicle down with him and began rolling the length of it all around the sides of Waru's dick, making him moan louder, gripping the sheets and cursing Kyo in the few words he could get out between his gasps. "Kyooo..." he growled out, voice strained as he forced himself not to make Kyo stop. It was such torture though it felt so fucking good.
Kyo giggled softly, letting his tongue out to lick up all that would drip from the flavored ice, "I'm gonna ride you... but I want you to fucking need it.." he warned teasingly, still continuing to use the ice, circling the tip around Waru's head. He lifted up a bit to take all of Waru into his now hot mouth, sucking him as if his cock were the Popsicle instead.
'Now wait...' Waru tried to think clear. 'Is Kyo telling me I should need him?' Waru's mind was foggy from the actions of his brother. 'Shouldn't it be the opposite?'
"Ah, fuck..." He forgot what he was thinking about as soon as Kyo's mouth was all over his cock.
Waru's hand found their way into Kyo's blonde mess of hair, "I envy every, single, Popsicle you've ever had." he breathed out as Kyo began making those soft noises from the back of his throat in reply. Waru arched his back slightly, trying not to buck into Kyo's mouth.
Waru reached out for the ice-cream in Kyo's hand, stealing it from him. Kyo released Waru from his mouth to look up at him, pouting. "My ice-cream..." He whined.
Waru smirked and pulled him back up to him, holding it out for him to suck. Kyo took it in his mouth, not breaking the eye contact in-between the two, beginning to suck on it hard
Waru watched it all, feeling his lips part at the thrill by just watching Kyo. Kyo moved on to the tip, before biting it off, making Waru hiss. Kyo leaned in to Waru, kissing him harshly. Waru snuck in his tongue, stealing the ice tip into his own mouth. Once again Kyo pouted and Waru bit his lip.
"Do you need me?" Kyo asked, rubbing his hips over Waru's, making them both moan softly.
Waru looked away, tempted to say a blunt 'no'. But he was still rock hard from the earlier blow job and he knew it needed to be taken care of.
"I lust for you." he answered instead, as he bucked his hips.
Kyo made a slight noise, almost a moan, when Waru moved against him, but he then looked into Waru's eyes defiantly. "You can lust after anybody, anything... but do you need me right now?" he dipped his head down, running his still cold tongue all the way up before taking the lobe of his ear between his teeth. He tugged slightly before blowing down along the cold, wet flesh, sending a chill through Waru's body.
He snatched the Popsicle from Waru's hand and brought it between them, lifting his hips and then pressing the half melted ice to the bottom of his brother's dick, holding it there. "Don't worry... just tell me when you're ready..." he teased sarcastically. There was something in the tone of his voice as he grinned down at Waru; he wanted to push him to his limit, wanted him to need him so bad that he'd fuck him even rougher than their past two experiences together. He wanted to force Waru into taking control of him, not take it of his own will.
Waru was about to lose it. He began shaking off of every sensation that hit him. "Kyo..." He breathed out, moving his hands along the blonde's sides to rest on his hips. Kyo hummed a reply while still teasing him. "You should get out of your boxers." Waru said in a forced calm voice.
Kyo replied by pressing his hips down harder on Waru's, trapping the ice-cream in-between them, making Waru whimper under his breathe, tossing his head back.
"Okay...." He said as his eyes fixated on Kyo's. "Fucking enough."
He bucked his hips harsh, causing Kyo to lose his balance as Waru shoved his hand down for the ice-cream, tossing it away on the wall. "That'll cause a stain." Kyo stated. Waru rolled his eyes as he took a hold on Kyo's boxers tugging on them. "Just... get them... OFF." The seams ripped and Kyo was now completely naked on top of Waru.
"I liked those..." Kyo pouted, moving his hands over Waru's waist.
"Too fucking bad, then." He pushed Kyo down on him, feeling Kyo's erect dick rub against his own, making them both moan out.
Kyo's eyes slid closed as he moved his hips quickly against Waru's; now that his own was free he didn't have the will to tease any longer. "Damn it, Waru..." Pulling his hips up out of Waru's hold, he pushed himself down trapping the other's dick deep inside of him. His head fell back, releasing a low groan as he began to pant softly and rock his hips back and forth, Waru's cock being grinded inside of him but not in or out.
Waru hissed, digging his nails into Kyo's thighs and dragging them down, leaving bright red trails behind. "Fuck..." he moaned, eye's closed as he moved his hips slightly, wanting to slam up into Kyo.
Kyo rested his hands on Waru's chest to keep his balance as he slowly began to move up and down but not much, curving as he penetrated himself on his brother. His eyes came open as he hazily tried to watch Waru, fingers clenching and his nails digging into his chest as he continued to move.
Waru moved his hands along the scratch marks on Kyo's thighs, admiring the pale skin on him. He took a firm grip on his hips, pulling Kyo down on him roughly at the same time as he bucked his hips into him, making Kyo cry out.
Waru smirked, feeling how Kyo's rough behavior fell off of him rapidly and that pleading tone in his voice came back. He'd missed it.
Waru lifted Kyo's hips, beginning to control his movements with his hands. Kyo followed the lead and kept one of the hands on Waru's chest to help him move, as the other one snaked over Waru's stomach to take a hold of his own member.
Waru's eyes slid open as he watched the sight going on in front of him. He felt like he never wanted to close his eyes again, watching Kyo nailed on his cock, naked on top of him, making those heavenly whimpers and moans every time he thrust into him.
Kyo leaned back, putting his hand to the mattress behind him as he slammed his ass to meet Waru's thrusts. The hand on his cock sped up and he whimpered for Waru to take him harder. Waru watched him then sat up, situating himself onto his knees, leaning back still on one hand for leverage as he bucked violently into Kyo, making him moan louder and louder. His free hand slid up Kyo's body, and Kyo quickly took two of his fingers into his mouth, sucking at them desperately.
Kyo's eyes shut tight as he could feel himself getting ready, but before he was aware, he came over his own stomach and hand, body shaking as he tried to keep his balance on top of Waru, sucking harder at the digits presented to him. Waru shouted from the pleasured shock when Kyo's insides tightened drastically around him, and after thrusting a few more times into the pressure, he was forced into an orgasm of his own. Once Waru was finished, Kyo collapsed backward on his back between Waru's legs, panting heavily. He ran his clean hand through his hair, pushing it from his face as he caught his breath, lolling his head to the side to look downward to Waru who he was sill half on top of.
Waru's hand fell down to rest on Kyo's thigh, as he enjoyed the feeling of his racing heartbeat. The other hand was still holding him up. They stayed silent for a while, catching their breaths before Waru moved closer, pulling out fully at the same time, lying down next to Kyo.
Kyo's eyes followed Waru's movements and when he was down he smiled softly, feeling the aftersexcoma closing in on him.
Waru ran a finger down the side of his sweaty face, feeling Kyo's hand taking a hold of his own as Kyo moved it to his mouth, kissing Waru's fingertips.
"I guess I do need you after all..." Waru said in a plain voice.
Kyo's eyes opened and he didn't say anything in reply. Waru pulled him to him. "Kyo, get a pillow."
That's when Kyo noticed they were lying with their heads on the wrong side of the bed. He tried to reach for one with his hand but failed miserably since he didn't move a single millimeter. He gave up and placed his head on Waru's chest instead, "good pillow." He patted Waru's stomach. Waru only growled a reply.
Kyo gave a slight laugh and moved his legs to push the pillows to where he could reach. He gave one to Waru who put it under his head.
"Aren't you going to come here so I can hold you?" he asked, pushing lazily at Kyo.
Kyo nuzzled him, clinging tighter to his body, "It feels so nice... I don't wanna move..." Waru rolled his eyes and grabbed Kyo, pulling him up so that he was against his chest again, arms wrapped around the blonde. Kyo didn't mind at all, turning to face his dark haired twin he nuzzled against him as close as he could. "You're warm..."
"I thought I was cold..?" he raised a brow, idly playing with strands of Kyo's hair. Kyo shook his head.
"Don't be a smart ass..."
"And you're one to talk after that?"
Kyo shrugged off Waru's words with a slight smile, feeling so much better right now than he ever did with Kisaki. He didn't know if it was because they were brothers or what, but he didn't care at the moment. He just wanted to snuggle into Waru's heat, whether the other would protest to cuddling or not; he didn't care about that either, he thought as he began to softly nibble at Waru's arm which was against his chin.
"The fuck.. are you doing?" Waru asked, lifting his head only slightly to look at Kyo oddly.
Kyo let go for only a second to say, "Eating, what does it look like" before continuing.
Waru let his head back down with a sigh, "You're weird, Kyo."
Kyo snickered, "Why, because I make you soft?"
Waru smirked, still feeling the small bites that Kyo was placing on his arm. "And all this time I thought you made me hard."
He could feel Kyo's lips forming a smile, "Well... That too." Waru decided not to answer that, manly because he wasn't sure at all what he felt against his new lover, and brother. He could feel Kyo's tongue joining the game; he shivered, closing his eyes to the treatment. A moment passed by, before Kyo spoke to a half asleep Waru. "Waru...?"
"Hmm?"
"I'm hungry."
Waru felt Kyo's hand traveling across his stomach and chest, caressing his skin. "I figured you are since you are trying to eat my arm." He said with a yawn.
Kyo chuckled before moving his hand to rest over Waru's waist, cuddling the crook of his neck. Waru leaned in to Kyo's touch and kissed the side of his forehead. "Want me to make you something?" He asked, still being rather full from the restaurant, he actually couldn't believe he even suggested to cook a meal for someone else than himself.
Kyo purred, "You can cook?"
Waru smirked, "It's one of my best talents, except from fucking you,"
Kyo placed a small bite on Waru's neck, "Then you must be quite good. I can't cook at all." Waru could feel his skin chill from the brief sensation Kyo left on his skin and he held onto him tighter, but Kyo was determined to eat so the blonde pried himself from Waru's hold. "Come on... Show me your master skills at making cereal" he teased before getting up and leaving the room in all his nakedness.
Waru laughed at Kyo, but then rubbed his face with his palm in exasperation. What the hell was going on, he thought. Sitting up, he stretched his body and climbed out of bed to follow Kyo out to the kitchen. When he entered, Kyo was sitting on top of the counter waiting for him.
Kyo smiled a bit before getting down, "Hey... I'm gonna go take a shower, is that okay?...Or do you wanna join?"
The offer was tempting but Waru decided against it, "Nah, go ahead. If I come with you I'll end up fucking you again and then how clean would you be?" he laid out the logic, his voice holding sarcasm as he opened the fridge to find stuff to make for Kyo.
Kyo smiled with a slight blush, "Okay.." he was about to walk away but turned around, grabbing Waru and kissing him hard on the lips before walking away, rushing to the bathroom once he turned the corner. When he got in there, he stared at himself in the mirror, frowning at how reddened his cheeks were; he could feel his pulse even. It was just a kiss, they'd fucked 3 times already so why the hell would it make him react this way just to kiss him, they're even kissed uncountable times in just the past two days. Sighing, the blonde stepped into the shower, turning it on to feel the relaxing water hit him as he thought through everything.
Waru brought his hand to his lips, touching the skin where Kyo's lips just had been. For some reason a stupid smile plastered itself on his lips. He quickly slapped himself and shook his head, wondering what the fuck he was doing.
He looked in the direction of the shower, several thoughts of the blonde being naked and wet inside crossed his mind.
He sighed before pulling out some chicken and frozen vegetables, deciding to focus on making Kyo a nice dinner instead.
15 minutes later Kyo came out with a towel around his waist, with his hair all messy. He walked up to Waru who was currently facing his wok. He snuck his arms around Waru's waist, kissing his neck. "Smells good..." He said.
Waru nodded, "It'll taste better." He turned around in Kyo's embrace, looking at him. He looked so pleased in a way. Kyo leaned in to capture Waru's bottom lip with his teeth, looking into his eyes at the same time. He could feel Kyo beginning to nibble on his middle piercing right before moving away. "You better have some clean underwear for me."
Waru smirked, remembering why he'd ripped them off in the first place, "I'd rather see you walking around without." Kyo rolled his eyes and pinched his side, "You want your neighbors to drool over me as well?"
Waru poked Kyo's stomach, "Good point. It's in my closet, a box on the left side." He pointed to Kyo who wandered away.
Waru suddenly remembered all the toys he had in his closet, and with a smirk he hoped Kyo would find each and every one of them.
He placed Kyo's dinner on a plate, moving to the table to set it down, getting them both something to drink while waiting for his brother.
Kyo turned on the light inside the closet, looking through the large space until he found what Waru was talking about. Opening it, he pulled out a pair of black boxers and put them on. Shifting his eyes, he noticed a lump under all the clothing in the corner. Curiosity took over, though he knew it wasn't right to go through stuff, but ignored that and dug his hand inside, pulling out a Gallant-vibe from the back. His eyes went wide for a second and he shoved it back into its place, leaving the closet in a rush of embarrassment. Looking around the now dark room to see if Waru was there, he sighed and went out.
As soon as he came into the living room he could smell the food Waru had been cooking, and turned the corner to see his brother at the table waiting for him; it made him almost laugh because Waru was still completely naked. He sat down beside Waru, where his food was placed and looked at it nervously. "You're not going to eat anything?" Waru just shook his head and nodded to the plate for Kyo to eat. Kyo bit his lip and nodded, picking up his sticks and beginning to eat quickly.
Kyo took a sip of the drink Waru had brought out and looked at him, chewing his lip again, "Um... When should I be going..?" he asked, unsure of if he was imposing on Waru by being there.
Waru shrugged, "Whenever you want, I guess." He rose to walk into the bedroom, getting a pair of lose pants before heading back.
He moved to sit down next to Kyo, leaning in to place his head in the crook of Kyo's neck. His arms nestled their way around Kyo's waist, trying to get some warmth off of the blonde.
Kyo sighed before sneaking a hand up to nestle its way over Waru's cheek and into the mess of dark brown hair belonging to his brother.
"Then where will you go?" Waru asked.
Kyo's hand fell down from caressing Waru's hair, picking up the last pieces of food on his plate. "Home, I guess."
"To your boyfriend..." Waru let his hold of Kyo go, moving away to clear the table.
"Waru..." Kyo tried to get Waru to look at him. Waru turned around "What, Kyo?" The tone in Waru's voice made Kyo hesitate on what he was going to say.
Kyo looked away, "It's not that easy..."
Waru snapped, "Then what Kyo? Can you honestly say that you still have feelings for that ass hole?"
"No... I never did." Kyo said, his eyes pointed to a spot on the floor.
"What? Then why the fuck do you insist on going back to him again?!" Waru yelled.
Kyo's eyes lifted to glare at Waru, "Because I have to! I'm already in enough shit as it is"
"Why should I believe that? You don't have to do shit for that bastard!"
Kyo's eyes narrowed, "Well according to him, I'm such a good fuck that he has to keep me all to his fucking self! Waru, this wasn't my fucking choice so drop it..." he ran his hands through his hair; it was all happening the same really. Having sex with Kisaki just a few times led to him having to live there, be his, and now this was happening. He could see the whole thing happening again.
"But you have a fucking choice Kyo; you don't have to be with him just because he's trying to make you?" Waru moved closer, not breaking their eye contact. "Have you lost yourself totally?" He was now too close for Kyo to handle as he stepped away to the bedroom, beginning to collect his clothes.
Waru followed, standing in the door opening. "What are you so scared of?"
Kyo didn't answer. Instead he pulled his shirt on, ignoring Waru, trying to get past him. Waru blocked the opening, having Kyo really close as he tried to push by. "You're going to let him rape you, aren't you?" His eyes pierced through Kyo, who refused to return the look. "Yes. I am." He looked down, hurt in his eyes as he pushed past Waru, moving to the front door quickly.
Waru watched him, not sure what he felt right now. He went over to the kitchen, opening the window, pulling a smoke out from a package lying around.
He could hear the door slam shut.
Kyo made his way to the streets; again it was dark out but not as late as last time. Maybe Kisaki would go easier this time. Kyo only hoped he was passed out again by the time he got home. He patted his pocket for a cigarette, but then was reminded he had forgotten them. "Fuck..." he spat under his breath, ruffling his hair in frustration.
Finally getting himself home, he went the way he left, hoping that if Kisaki was still waiting for him he'd be in the living room. Quietly he climbed the rusted railings and slid the window open. There wasn't any sound from inside, so he at least knew Kisaki wasn't in the room. After carefully getting inside, Kyo shut the window and locked it, going to the door that was cracked. He could hear water running from down the hall and guessed Kisaki was in the shower or something. His heartbeat began to quicken again and his head dropped down as he walked to the door giving it a slight knock.
There was silence before he heard Kisaki's voice on the other side, telling him to come in. Kyo hesitated a moment before stepping inside, looking up to see Kisaki standing there getting dried off. "And where were you today? Out having someone else's dick inside you?"
Kyo bit the inside of his cheek and shook his head, "No... I just went out..."
Kisaki smiled and pulled Kyo to him, dropping the towel and wrapping his arms around the shorter one, "And what about yesterday? I'm sorry I hurt you this morning... You know how I am when I even think of someone else touching you..."
Kyo hated the sound of Kisaki's voice, the feeling of his fingers slipping through his hair. He shook his head, "I was raped" he said in a low, clear voice.
Kisaki cocked his head to the side and in one quick movement turned Kyo to face the other way, arms tightening around his waist as he bent him over the sink. "See? This is why I can't let a slut like you get out..." he whispered against Kyo's ear, naked body bent over Kyo's clothed one. One hand slipped up the front of Kyo's shirt, the other brushing hair from his neck, "You're mine, but no one can resist fucking you..."
Kyo's eyes closed tightly as he held himself over the sink, listening to the blunt words Kisaki spoke. It would never end, and it would always be the same.
Waru still sat in the window, still holding the cigarette in his left hand. The smoke had run out a long time ago, Waru was still waiting for the door to open again.
Another moment passed by and he threw it away. He moved to his bathroom, beginning to dig around for his needles. All he could think about was that somewhere, Kyo was most likely being raped.
He pulled out a small box, emptying it, finding his needle. Taking a hold of his ear, beginning to pierce one hole after another, trying to feel the pain it should cause him. Some blood began running down his neck.
He threw the needle away, "Fuck..." He moved back out in his apartment trying to find his cell phone. He was too proud to call Kyo, but maybe Kyo would call for him...
He slowly walked into his bedroom, moving the pillows back to their original place.
He crawled under the covers, placing his phone next to him on the covers. He rolled around, trying his hardest to fall asleep, having a feeling that wouldn't happen anytime soon.