Bad time of the year

[300zxtwinturbo]

I'm tired of being me.

I'm tired of the way that I act.

I'm tired of closing myself off and shutting people out.

I'm tired of seeing other peoples lives and thinking how much better mine would be if I were like them.

I'm tired of living in the past and/or the future.

I'm tired of wanting to change and then not doing it.

I'm tired of knowing all of these things and yet still being content enough to live with them.