you were my eyes when i couldnt see.

Jul 08, 2004 11:06

I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

Remember the good times that we had?
I let them slip away from us when things got bad
How clearly I first saw you smilin' in the sun
Wanna feel your warmth upon me, I wanna be the one

I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

I'm so tired but I can't sleep
Standin' on the edge of something much too deep
It's funny how we feel so much but we cannot say a word
We are screaming inside, but we can't be heard

But I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

I'm so afraid to love you, but more afraid to loose
Clinging to a past that doesn't let me choose
Once there was a darkness, deep and endless night
You gave me everything you had, oh you gave me light

And I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

And I will remember you
Will you remember me?
Don't let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories

I will remember you
Will you remember me
Don’t let your life pass you by
Weep not for the memories
Weep not for the memories.

Theres something about this song that whenever i hear it, my mood changes from whatever it was to kind of .. sad. I won't say why it makes me feel this way because everyone would think i was crazy. Untold story short.. no matter how much i stop thinking of "it" this song will always make me remember a time in my life when i just wanted one more dance.. one more hug.. one more everything.

I really miss school. I really dont like summer becasue i have way too much time on my hands. It's kind of pathetic. When I'm in school I feel so good. Sure there are some insecurities that come upon me when i'm there.. but theres not really any other place i would like to be. In my classes in freshman year i had so many great people. They all could make you laugh. I miss that. When is summer going to be over?

Enough of the sad stuff. I'm going to the cape to see my beautiful buddies ashls and ashms. I dont take the time to see them much.. but i'm stoping that now. They are two of my best friends. Ashls has been since 6th grade and ashms since 7th. I love hanging around with them because of how crazy we can be. I'm just happy to go. =)

After i see them i'm trying to get ian to come home with me for a few days and then when things cool down with my mom to go down to his house. I love Ian. He has taken the situation that i've been going through so well. I love his parents for not jsut telling him to dump me and never see me again. I really hope my mom doesnt try and pull the stuff she is doing. She has really no right to but into our relationship. I know we are young. You can't do that to people though. The funny thing is she isnt getting what she wants. She wants us to be over. Boy shes never going to get that wish. I think it's hilarious because all she is doing is making us a stronger couple. The more she pushes us the more i will try and hold on to what i have. No matter what she does i'm going to be with Ian til the day I die. HAH

I love my friends so much.

Oh did I mention that i dyed my hair? Oh my lord it looks terrible. I looked at the box and it say the darkest mahagony brown. I had no idea mahagony was like.. RED. God I'm such a dumbass. Maybe when i see ian he'll take a picture and i can show you. Maybe miss langyford wiht her picture phone. So yea. I hate it. People say it looks nice.. i think it doesnt. I MISS MY DARK BROWN HAIR! MY BEAUTIFUL HAIR!!

I'll update sunday night! later gators
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