Because I want him to want me again.
cw: 125
gw(1): 117 (By Nov 27th)
gw(2): 115 (By Nov 29th)
I am going on a 7 day fast. Who wants it as bad as I do? I deserve unquestionable beauty. I deserve a breathtaking happiness that only comes from being thin. My ex dumped me when I was at my thinnest, and I'm going to have to see him eventually...well next time he sees me he's going to want me back. I'm not doing it for him. I am doing it for me.
7 days of no food. and then some food, but not much and then another 7 day fast. Coffee and cigarettes and water are all I need.