Day 2 & 3: Ponderings
You know I can eat like a whole pizza. It's insane but I've done it...
It's hard to think that after I lose all the weight I want to I won't just shovel it all back in my mouth.
Being thin isn't easy. You have to want it bad enough. I think I do, but you know what would be great motivation?
A new wardrobe. I figure if I only had size 4 clothing, if I gained weight OMG I wouldn't have anything that would fit me and I'd have to be thin.
I get so sick of skinny infomercial. Hunger stifling shakes or weight loss cookies and the workout infomercials. JUST UHG.
Give me cigarettes and shoes!
I've been seriously thinking about becoming a stewardess/flight attendant. <3 Once I'm gorgeous I'm gonna do it.
I'd be so hot as a flight attendant. The outfit!!! and I'm good with people and I could travel. So sexy.
Reasons to be thin:
Clothing
Brian
Summer
John Mark
Bathing suits
Happiness
Stewardess
Sex
Attention <3