Aug 12, 2005 22:02
It's weird how you can love someone soo much and think that they love you just the same only to be smacked with the reality that they don't. I want to be wanted like I want him, needed like I need him, loved like I love him. But I know that that can never happen because he will never know how much I want him, how much I need him, how much I love him.
I don't hid my feelings well, so why is it that you are totally oblivious to my pain? I go out of my way to do things that I think will make you happy because making you happy is what makes me happy. But you never have the time. I feel rejected, all of my efforts wasted. Maybe it's not you. Maybe these are just my issues I have to deal with because even after all of this, I know that I love you.