fall 2005 semester
hes back! i know, some of you out there were thinking that i wouldnt write again. well, even if it is 4 in the morning and i am tired as a mautha fuh, i am writing this to let you know that i am alive and well. i guess i left off before i went to myrtle beach, be-ach. anyways, so much fun. i loved it. initiation was alright. nothing as bad as i expected. went to a club. that was fun. club kryptonite. made out with some random russian chick who spoke little english. hehe. saw some boobies. hung out with some of the other mascots from the other schools, such as gt, nc state, southern, and wright, amongst others. that was pretty cool. i enjoyed camp a lot. i actually feel like im part of the team now, at least to some extent. (smiley face thingy)
i am writing this from my dorm room, room 302 in west hall at the university of louisville. i love it. the roommate seems like a pretty cool guy. he actually talks and stuff. we played a couple of game of ncaa football 2006 just a minute ago. i beat him big in both. he was auburn the first game and michigan the second. beat him good the first game, better the second. i played intramural soccer and poker with him last year. its definately cool to be living in a room with someone you have met before. last year was a disaster. i dont see that happening again this year.
i hung out with megan yesterday. that was really fun. it felt so effin good to not feel that pressure and desire for her anymore. i am really glad that i am doing better on that one. shes depressed. i tried to help her. im here for her whenever she needs me, but shes too stubborn to ask anyone for help. then when she does, she wont tell you whats up unless you ask specific questions. i wish she would just let it all flow like a river or something. just spill it all. not hold back. thats all she does lately is hold back. she doesnt have to, but she feels like she does. on another note, she looks good. her eyes arent happy and thats obvious, but physically, she looks really good. her sister did a really good job on her hair. im just glad that i am over her. i do still have occaisional relapses, but she is a girl again. its really cool. im good with it.
i went over to cass and whits today. cassies rents and g-ma were over there. it was good to see them again. she came over to my room today. i was glad that she did. i dont think i showed it very well though. i feel bad about that. i played football while she was here. im sorry cass. i was glad that you came over. i dont know whats up. i hope you liked my room.
transter, i have a chair with a back on it. you need to come over here, too. give me a date and time. i havent talked to you in a while. (sad-like face) call me.
rachael is still on vacation. i hope shes having fun. i would like to get some more of this book that she is writing. i am excited to see where it goes. i look forward to her return. i miss having mail in my mailbox.
i guess i didnt tell tara that i was going to myrtle beach, so she left to bsu without seeing me. i feel bad about this. i know she feel displeased with me as well. it sucks. i wish i had remembered to tell her and say my peaces. its okay though. i will be going up to bsu sometime this sem. plus, its not like i am never going to see her down here ever again. its cool.
jessica has a boyfriend. his name is cody. i was slightly disappointed about this news. i found out today, because i havent been online since like the 13th. i was really looking forward to having a cool little friendship with her without having to worry about pissing anyone off or jealousy, but it appears that that will not be the case. she is in pretty deep, too. thats cool. im glad for her. still it makes me realize what i am missing out on, maybe even with her. i know we dont know each other, but who knows? i have so much right now. honestly i think that is about the only thing that i dont have. i just dont want to deal with it right now i guess. im just not sure that it is worth it right now. i know it isnt worht it right now. right? i dont know.
what else. i need to get some kind of spy ware before this port gets shut off. hehe.
ruth and casey had their birthday party last night. that was freakin awesome. i had a great time. i didnt end up getting any though. its okay, she has kinda weird teeth. normally im okay with weird teeth, and im sure i would be with those, but thats just the excuse im letting myself believe so i dont get down about it right now. had a few or more beers. good stuff. i found out that even if regular-casey doesnt, drunk-casey has a crush on me. i miss casey. and ruth. i am drunk-ruths favorite jon. thats good. i guess i dont have much competition. i suppose soccer is fairly likable, but come on, im emo-jon (not really emo), and you cant compete with that. i had a great time over there. drunk-casey, sorry you never got your bad-ass backrub. i stayed as long as i could. hope the sex was good. anyways, i would love to come over anytime you guys would like to have me, or anytime you dont want me, too. i hope to be there frequently.
ummm... school starts monday. thats okay. i guess im excited about that. i just hope i can get into that hu152 class. that is all i ask. i unpacked most of my boxes today. i have one left. pretty cool. it is now 4:36. i think i should get to bed. if you have any questions, comments, or opinions, feel free to sent feedback to this guy. until i decide to come back, im leaving. peaces.
-2t_e
final thought: fourteen days, ten hours, fourty-five minutes.
final thought: hey brad, where them bitches?
i am writing this from my dorm room, room 302 in west hall at the university of louisville. i love it. the roommate seems like a pretty cool guy. he actually talks and stuff. we played a couple of game of ncaa football 2006 just a minute ago. i beat him big in both. he was auburn the first game and michigan the second. beat him good the first game, better the second. i played intramural soccer and poker with him last year. its definately cool to be living in a room with someone you have met before. last year was a disaster. i dont see that happening again this year.
i hung out with megan yesterday. that was really fun. it felt so effin good to not feel that pressure and desire for her anymore. i am really glad that i am doing better on that one. shes depressed. i tried to help her. im here for her whenever she needs me, but shes too stubborn to ask anyone for help. then when she does, she wont tell you whats up unless you ask specific questions. i wish she would just let it all flow like a river or something. just spill it all. not hold back. thats all she does lately is hold back. she doesnt have to, but she feels like she does. on another note, she looks good. her eyes arent happy and thats obvious, but physically, she looks really good. her sister did a really good job on her hair. im just glad that i am over her. i do still have occaisional relapses, but she is a girl again. its really cool. im good with it.
i went over to cass and whits today. cassies rents and g-ma were over there. it was good to see them again. she came over to my room today. i was glad that she did. i dont think i showed it very well though. i feel bad about that. i played football while she was here. im sorry cass. i was glad that you came over. i dont know whats up. i hope you liked my room.
transter, i have a chair with a back on it. you need to come over here, too. give me a date and time. i havent talked to you in a while. (sad-like face) call me.
rachael is still on vacation. i hope shes having fun. i would like to get some more of this book that she is writing. i am excited to see where it goes. i look forward to her return. i miss having mail in my mailbox.
i guess i didnt tell tara that i was going to myrtle beach, so she left to bsu without seeing me. i feel bad about this. i know she feel displeased with me as well. it sucks. i wish i had remembered to tell her and say my peaces. its okay though. i will be going up to bsu sometime this sem. plus, its not like i am never going to see her down here ever again. its cool.
jessica has a boyfriend. his name is cody. i was slightly disappointed about this news. i found out today, because i havent been online since like the 13th. i was really looking forward to having a cool little friendship with her without having to worry about pissing anyone off or jealousy, but it appears that that will not be the case. she is in pretty deep, too. thats cool. im glad for her. still it makes me realize what i am missing out on, maybe even with her. i know we dont know each other, but who knows? i have so much right now. honestly i think that is about the only thing that i dont have. i just dont want to deal with it right now i guess. im just not sure that it is worth it right now. i know it isnt worht it right now. right? i dont know.
what else. i need to get some kind of spy ware before this port gets shut off. hehe.
ruth and casey had their birthday party last night. that was freakin awesome. i had a great time. i didnt end up getting any though. its okay, she has kinda weird teeth. normally im okay with weird teeth, and im sure i would be with those, but thats just the excuse im letting myself believe so i dont get down about it right now. had a few or more beers. good stuff. i found out that even if regular-casey doesnt, drunk-casey has a crush on me. i miss casey. and ruth. i am drunk-ruths favorite jon. thats good. i guess i dont have much competition. i suppose soccer is fairly likable, but come on, im emo-jon (not really emo), and you cant compete with that. i had a great time over there. drunk-casey, sorry you never got your bad-ass backrub. i stayed as long as i could. hope the sex was good. anyways, i would love to come over anytime you guys would like to have me, or anytime you dont want me, too. i hope to be there frequently.
ummm... school starts monday. thats okay. i guess im excited about that. i just hope i can get into that hu152 class. that is all i ask. i unpacked most of my boxes today. i have one left. pretty cool. it is now 4:36. i think i should get to bed. if you have any questions, comments, or opinions, feel free to sent feedback to this guy. until i decide to come back, im leaving. peaces.
-2t_e
final thought: fourteen days, ten hours, fourty-five minutes.
final thought: hey brad, where them bitches?