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so many people and things i could be thinking about....
Rudy, and Brothers
Luke
Scott
Brandy
Jeremie
Me
Cutting
Detention friday
Sad songs
Being a bitch
but for some reason i have brenden stuck in my head its just like were did we/i go wrong, it was awsome, but then mike and ryan and ugly pedophiles came into the picture... i miss him, he got really ugly he needs to grow out his hair or else he will... die.... i miss certian people, i just realized what a bitch i am i STOLE brenden away from michelle and cheryl last year, wow and michelle was my best friend too, I MISS YOU SOOOOO MUCH, I AM SO FUCKIN SORRY FOR ALL THE SHIT I PUT YOU THROUGH LAST YEAR!!! and I LOVE YOU!!!! but thats besides the point, its really really funny because even now i still get jelous when i hear that people like him or he hooked up with someone.... im just one deppressed bitch.... i hate life i hate living seriously i NEED a razor, if i had one i wouldnt be writing this i'd be DEAD!!!! i hate life it sucks the world is filled with nazi's...
"I'm reaching out to touch you In the middle of the night And I don't know if I've been sleeping But I hold my pillow tight Are you real or are you My imagination playing games I can't set you free You'll always be My one eternal flame.... Got caught in your web And I learned how to bleed I was prey in your bed And devoured completely And it hurts my soul Cause I can't let go All these walls are caving in I can't stop my suffering I hate to show that I've lost control Cause I, I keep going right back To the one thing that I need to walk away from"
i want to throw a fit, and a cutting spree, i want to break everything that was ever valueable to me just to be sad, just to see if i can get sadder than this... Random Thought: i want to pour jones soda on my head.... im gonna go do that....
Rudy, and Brothers
Luke
Scott
Brandy
Jeremie
Me
Cutting
Detention friday
Sad songs
Being a bitch
but for some reason i have brenden stuck in my head its just like were did we/i go wrong, it was awsome, but then mike and ryan and ugly pedophiles came into the picture... i miss him, he got really ugly he needs to grow out his hair or else he will... die.... i miss certian people, i just realized what a bitch i am i STOLE brenden away from michelle and cheryl last year, wow and michelle was my best friend too, I MISS YOU SOOOOO MUCH, I AM SO FUCKIN SORRY FOR ALL THE SHIT I PUT YOU THROUGH LAST YEAR!!! and I LOVE YOU!!!! but thats besides the point, its really really funny because even now i still get jelous when i hear that people like him or he hooked up with someone.... im just one deppressed bitch.... i hate life i hate living seriously i NEED a razor, if i had one i wouldnt be writing this i'd be DEAD!!!! i hate life it sucks the world is filled with nazi's...
"I'm reaching out to touch you In the middle of the night And I don't know if I've been sleeping But I hold my pillow tight Are you real or are you My imagination playing games I can't set you free You'll always be My one eternal flame.... Got caught in your web And I learned how to bleed I was prey in your bed And devoured completely And it hurts my soul Cause I can't let go All these walls are caving in I can't stop my suffering I hate to show that I've lost control Cause I, I keep going right back To the one thing that I need to walk away from"
i want to throw a fit, and a cutting spree, i want to break everything that was ever valueable to me just to be sad, just to see if i can get sadder than this... Random Thought: i want to pour jones soda on my head.... im gonna go do that....