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me and dr. chambers had a talk 2day on why i am so "lonely" around Christmas... and we couldnt figure it out for awhile but we came to a conclusion at the end it was that i know im loved by many people but i get lonely when i dont have anyone to have a mutual love for and like when i said love the first time i meant cared about and the second time i meant like LOVED like "the most intense happiness" or w/e gawd now im sad b/c i dont have anyone to love and to be loved in return by... that reminds me of Mulin Rouge "the greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love, and to be loved in return" .... i miss him :^/