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My face just looks like that now...
I don't know why. I'm just so lost. I just keep thinking there's nothing left. And this happens to me every so often. Maybe it's because today I saw a ref named "Peter" and she gave me a weird look. Maybe it's because there have been a series of weird moments happening these days. I dunno. I wish things were...I dunno. I can't describe my situation right now.
Jackie says to just let things happen, because I have a tendency to over-analyze everything. I really do, so I guess I really should. I just feel like I should throw in the towel and say "I'm done"...just give me some hope, and I'll send you a Letter...
"The Science of Selling Yourself Short" by Less Than Jake
I've come to my senses,
That I've become senseless,
I could give you lessons on how to ruin your friendships,
Every last conviction, I smoked them all away,
I drank my frustrations down the drain, out of the way,
So I sit and wait and wonder,
"Does anyone else feel like me?"
Someone so tired of their routines and disappearing self-esteems,
I'll sing along,
Yeah with every emergency,
Just sing along,
I'm the king of catastrophies,
I'm so far gone,
That deep down inside I think it's fine by me,
I'm my own worst enemy
I could be an expert on co-dependency,
I could write the best book on underage tragedy,
I've been spending my time at the local liquor store,
I've been sleeping nightly on my best friends kitchen floor,
So I sit and wait and wonder,
"Does anyone else feel like me?"
I'm so over-dosed on apathy and burnt out on sympathy.
I'll sing along,
Yeah with every emergency,
Just sing along,
I'm the king of catastrophies,
I'm so far gone,
That deep down inside I think it's fine by me,
I'm my own worst enemy
Let the meaning slip away
Lost my faith in another day,
Self deprication seems okay,
I never thought I'd make it anyway
I'll sing along,
Yeah with every emergency,
Just sing along,
I'm the king of catastrophies,
I'm so far gone,
That deep down inside I think it's fine by me,
I'm my own worst enemy
I'm my own worst enemy
My face just looks like that now...
I don't know why. I'm just so lost. I just keep thinking there's nothing left. And this happens to me every so often. Maybe it's because today I saw a ref named "Peter" and she gave me a weird look. Maybe it's because there have been a series of weird moments happening these days. I dunno. I wish things were...I dunno. I can't describe my situation right now.
Jackie says to just let things happen, because I have a tendency to over-analyze everything. I really do, so I guess I really should. I just feel like I should throw in the towel and say "I'm done"...just give me some hope, and I'll send you a Letter...
"The Science of Selling Yourself Short" by Less Than Jake
I've come to my senses,
That I've become senseless,
I could give you lessons on how to ruin your friendships,
Every last conviction, I smoked them all away,
I drank my frustrations down the drain, out of the way,
So I sit and wait and wonder,
"Does anyone else feel like me?"
Someone so tired of their routines and disappearing self-esteems,
I'll sing along,
Yeah with every emergency,
Just sing along,
I'm the king of catastrophies,
I'm so far gone,
That deep down inside I think it's fine by me,
I'm my own worst enemy
I could be an expert on co-dependency,
I could write the best book on underage tragedy,
I've been spending my time at the local liquor store,
I've been sleeping nightly on my best friends kitchen floor,
So I sit and wait and wonder,
"Does anyone else feel like me?"
I'm so over-dosed on apathy and burnt out on sympathy.
I'll sing along,
Yeah with every emergency,
Just sing along,
I'm the king of catastrophies,
I'm so far gone,
That deep down inside I think it's fine by me,
I'm my own worst enemy
Let the meaning slip away
Lost my faith in another day,
Self deprication seems okay,
I never thought I'd make it anyway
I'll sing along,
Yeah with every emergency,
Just sing along,
I'm the king of catastrophies,
I'm so far gone,
That deep down inside I think it's fine by me,
I'm my own worst enemy
I'm my own worst enemy