My Philosophy
All I want is someone who is there to relax with me and show me compassion during stressful times. someone who understands when times get demanding but can be always be there as support in situations.... who isn't expecting anything and is only enthralled with suprises and nice gestures in return.
who let's me breathe when the atmosphere gets too suffocating... who gives me time to reveal my secrets and open my heart...who let's situations unravel how they may... and when it gets difficult... then they can maturely agree that everything will work out how it should.
who understands that most of what I feel is in relation to the way they react..... my behavior (in the context of relationships) rests solely on the fact that I would like what's best for their well-being. although sometimes my logic seems a little fucked,,, I swear my intentions are never to make matters worse for the other person.
Any decision I make involving another person... usually results in:
a) in me distancing myself from them because I feel like they could find someone out there that could make them waaay more happier than I can.
b) doing things that would minimize their need to go out of their way for me.... I feel like I can take care of myself and I refuse to put myself in the position to let anyone down... I don't need anyone to do anything for me and if they are going to be expecting reciprocation, then chances are that there my attempts to meet their standards won't be good enough.
c) not letting anything get too rough... therefore...I am quick to let things go... no matter how much it hurts or no matter how much I would like the person in my life... if it is better for the both of us... I would rather leave the situation untainted... and let life experiences and maturity solve the problem.
After moving on and continously learning from our mistakes... If we can't return to eachother after time runs its course... then obviously there's no use in trying. Neither here no there would be able to solve our dilemmas.
I will probably add on to this at a later date..
I just had to get that all out. since all my thought processes are so goddamn confusing
who let's me breathe when the atmosphere gets too suffocating... who gives me time to reveal my secrets and open my heart...who let's situations unravel how they may... and when it gets difficult... then they can maturely agree that everything will work out how it should.
who understands that most of what I feel is in relation to the way they react..... my behavior (in the context of relationships) rests solely on the fact that I would like what's best for their well-being. although sometimes my logic seems a little fucked,,, I swear my intentions are never to make matters worse for the other person.
Any decision I make involving another person... usually results in:
a) in me distancing myself from them because I feel like they could find someone out there that could make them waaay more happier than I can.
b) doing things that would minimize their need to go out of their way for me.... I feel like I can take care of myself and I refuse to put myself in the position to let anyone down... I don't need anyone to do anything for me and if they are going to be expecting reciprocation, then chances are that there my attempts to meet their standards won't be good enough.
c) not letting anything get too rough... therefore...I am quick to let things go... no matter how much it hurts or no matter how much I would like the person in my life... if it is better for the both of us... I would rather leave the situation untainted... and let life experiences and maturity solve the problem.
After moving on and continously learning from our mistakes... If we can't return to eachother after time runs its course... then obviously there's no use in trying. Neither here no there would be able to solve our dilemmas.
I will probably add on to this at a later date..
I just had to get that all out. since all my thought processes are so goddamn confusing