Sep 24, 2004 10:17
Oh man yesterday was the worst expierence of my life...i thught i wasn't gonna be in all-state bc i was missing one small thing and i gotta threatening letter as my mom said saying if i dont give htem the info by the 22nd midnight i woulnd't be in it and yea i have a lilfe i dont ccheck my email 24/7 bc i have shcool work piano cheering n' such so i dind't check it until yesterday the 23rd and oh my god i was hysterical ask jenna..but i was worse b4 jenna..i wanted to scream..well i did and cry hysterical and to top it off im dieing sick and feel like shit and oh man i wanteed the dude to die..but we called and he called back and for now everythings all good and im sitll in all-state OMG i would fucking flip..its okay though bc i'd go anyway and just go in the middle of hte stage and be like hah fuckers im better then u all but for now im still good bc imin it..oh my god i wanted to die..so now im a lil les stressed and just sick and need to get better but i can't sleep bc then my nose gets all stuffy on one side and its a pain in my ass hole. haha..so yeah i duno...other then my getting fucked over for every little thing in the entire world.. i was lucky with this one so im really happy n' thank ful bc i think i woulda killed myself..or someting along those lines.
but in other words im happy for my cousin eliz for swim team shes gonna be even hotter tehn she is now haha i love her so yay!<3
okay so i gotta go and try and feel better by going shopping online..yay!
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