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Aug 21, 2005 16:19

dear livejoural

I couldn't get any sleep last night maybe its because of the crap date i had yesterday. why do people always want a gf/bf. why cant people be content with being alone i'm single and i love it but i'll go on a date just for fun and then the guy wants to go out. why is that guys always talk about how they would rather just date but when it comes down to it all they really want is a girlfriend its all talk guys really do need commitment more than girls. but everyone turns it around like girls are the obsessive sex. well it's blaspheme. Guy's are the insecure ones i think because they hide all their feelings. do you realize how unhealthy that is. well anyways

i got off the phone with david couldn't sleep it was too quite. turned on the tv couldn't sleep it was to bright. went to get some water then while drinking it realized i don't really like water. then had a glass of milk it was not good. threw up sour milk. got on the computer to email my college friends. get in bed and drew calls. we talk about my horrible night and he gives his opinion which i'm very grateful for cas now i'm reassured more like assured cas i didn't know what to think before i talked to him about my commitment issues then he told all about his first week at LSU which took like half an hour. then i finally went to sleep at like 1:00.
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