ii NeVeR sAiD tHaNk yOu FoR tHaT...<33

Jan 08, 2005 21:07

WWHHHHYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

maybe?! SOMEONE COULD TELL ME WHY THE GUYS THAT IM ATTRACTED TO OR ARE ATTRACTED TO ME ARE 26-28! DOES SOMEONE HAVE AN ANSWER FOR ME ON THAT?!.. YEAAAHHH HOW ABOUT THAT! ITS INCREDIBLE IT NEVER FAILS!! EVER! ANY GUY I MEET IS 26-28..EVERY FRIGGIN ONE!! ITS RIDICULOUS! AND ITS TO0 GREAT OF AN AGE DIFFERENCE BECAUSE THEY'VE BEEN LEGALLY GETTING INTO BARS FOR 5-7 YEARS, I AM NOT ALLOWED TO GET INTO BARS LEGALLY YET, INFACT THAT WONT HAPPEN FOR ANOTHER 2 YEARS, SO0! NOW THATS NOT EVEN KOOL, ITS SO0 BAD BECAUSEWE HAVE SO MUCH IN COMMON..DECIEVING BECAUSE WHAT'S HE DOING OUT AT A BAR TELLING ME HE GOES TO STONYBROOK? NOW! YOU'D THINK HES AT THE MOST 22...WHAT YEAR IS HE IN? GEEZ? CAN I GET A BREAK??! CAN SOMEONE TELL ME WHAT IM SUPPOSED TO DO? JUST NOT TALK TO HIM ANYMORE BECAUSE HE'S OLD?? HE'S IN MY MAJOR HE'S MADD COOL BUT HES FUCCKKIN OLD!!? IS THERE A CATCH? IS HE MY MR. RIGHT? OR MY MR.RIGHT NOW?? UMM HELLOOO?!!!! whatt the hell is that?? i know this is stupid and im probably overreacting like aa loser, but like---come on!!--and he's like im so sorry i had no idea you were only 18! and i was like well im gonna be 19 in 9 days =] and hes like DAAAAMNN!! i cant believe it.. i was like yeaaaahh i know, hes like no you look ATLEAST 21, i was like thanks! BUT no...and he's like you really carry yourself well, you really act alot older than you are..<3 and im like yeaaahh thanks! but thats NOT MAGICALLY going to make me older, or you any younger? get my drifft??? ehh ii dont know.. but then we wer like getting off the phone, and we said bye andd shiitt and then he calls me back like 15 minutes later and is like well you could call me tomarrow when your around the area or i could give you a call during the week? and i was like ehhh welll you just give me a call, and hes like why? YOU DONT WANNA CALL ME NOW? i was like um? not now, but um i never have? and um i just dont call guys... and hes like why not? and im like i dont know i dont i have a couple issues with that.. and hes like well i can ASSURE YOU THAT Im NOT MARRIED AND I DONT HAVE A GIRLFRIEND OR ANY KIDS.. i was like GEEZ THANKS! *thatt realllyy makes me feel better..?..lol thanks for that reassurance ? wHAT! WhAt goes on?!wHy me?

aright im done venting noww...

<3yAa tRaCy
"ii wAs uP iN tHe bArR..wHeN yOu CauGhT mY EyE*...yOu gOt tHe KiNda TouCh tHat'LL giVe mE cHiLLs"
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