Arghh
That's it guys. I'm determined to be pretty now! For real...hehe. No but for serious I just downloaded a bunch of stuff for exercise and I am going to watch what I eat and drink. I will be beautiful and hott in a month or so. Wait until prom guys. I'm gonna look goooood! Pretty excited. I've just been rethinking my life because Laura and I went out to the movies and then hooked up with Terrance and I had nachos, Whoppers, a few Fruit snacks, some of Laura's soda, a few Cinnabon sticks, pizza, and a MochaLatta Chill. Yuck! I'm totally sucking now! SO I shall work on it. And obsess about it so guys! Don't be angry when that's all I will talk about. So for the next hour, hour and a half I will exercise and then I will bathe and sleep.
On another note I think I'm losing my friend. Because he's finally opened up to me and told me that he is sad, and pretty much told me his feelings, but since I'm not supposed to know that he owns those things, he called me and told me that he needs space and time. So I don't know what to do. I told him that he can reach me when he's ready, but now I'm not sure I'll ever hear from him again. I'm sad. He made me cry a little guys and it made me feel worse because I was on the bus and this guy kept looking at me. It sucked and I wish he wouldn't have done that. Arghh. This sucks because I didn't do anything so there's nothing I could do to make him change his mind and I'm totally out of control in this situation. Grr...
On another note I think I'm losing my friend. Because he's finally opened up to me and told me that he is sad, and pretty much told me his feelings, but since I'm not supposed to know that he owns those things, he called me and told me that he needs space and time. So I don't know what to do. I told him that he can reach me when he's ready, but now I'm not sure I'll ever hear from him again. I'm sad. He made me cry a little guys and it made me feel worse because I was on the bus and this guy kept looking at me. It sucked and I wish he wouldn't have done that. Arghh. This sucks because I didn't do anything so there's nothing I could do to make him change his mind and I'm totally out of control in this situation. Grr...