Apologies (Bekho)
Apologies [PART 1]
Pairing : Junho / Bekah
Genre : angst, fluff, romance
Rating : PG-13
Summary : He is in denial. Her heart is scarred.
Note : It's very short. LE FUU at my lack of ideas. it's gonna be 2 parts I think. :)
NOTE 2 : Zis is for SHIZZNIZZLE unnie~ Because she loves them <3
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He regretted it. He regretted it so much. But he just couldn't stand it. He was annoyed. She was being all giddy and bouncy when he was trying to look good on TV. It's really distracting. He tried to ignore her and keep composed and smile. But she was fooling around by herself, making silly faces, waving to cameras, laughing out loud, being cute and--
-Wait what? No!- He shook his head.
"Go Kahi unnie~! Hwaiting!" She cheered, snapping Junho from his thoughts. He looked at her. She was jumping up and down her seat. Acting like a little child. Junho scoffed inwardly. -She's acting like a kid- but she's cute- so immature- but still cute-. He frowned, his mind fighting with his heart. Then he remembered that he had to keep his image so he smiled again.
By the time Dream Team recording was done, Junho was furious at himself. He failed to keep his serious image halfway through the recording. He had let himself go and acted like a dork, goofing around with Bekah. He even blushed on TV and tried to cool his face off with a bat. He thought that was stupid. He walked off set and sat down inside an empty dressing room. Trying to think about what just happened, but the only thing that kept replaying in his mind was Bekah's adorable and sexy cheer for him. He buried his head in his palm and grunted, staring at the ground.
Just then he heard footsteps nearing him but he didn't even budge. When he saw pink sneakers in his sight followed by a soft "Junho-shii." His head tilted up too see Bekah standing there with a shy(?) smile. He was fidgeting. "We're have to go now and uhhm.. the PD is calling you."
Seeing her like that made something snap inside him. He stood up abruptly and glared at Bekah which made her smile fall. He approached her as she slowly backed away until her back was pressed to the wall. He slammed his arms on both sides of her. Bekah gulped when she heard a low growl.
"J-Junho-sshi, why a-are you-"
"Shut up."
"Wha-what? But-"
Junho shot his head up and Bekah instantly shut her mouth. Junho was frowning deeply, staring daggers straight into her eyes.
"Stop being. so.. so ..Annoying!" -Stop being so cute.-
"You're so loud and obnoxious, Goddammit." -You're so cheery and adorable.-
"It makes me sick." -It drives me crazy.-
Junho was so dizzy. His mind was thinking completely different things with what he was telling her now. When he focused on her again, he was taken aback because she had a shock look on her face and he could see tears welling at the corners of her eyes. He sighed heavily, taking his hands off the wall and putting them inside his pockets and slumped his shoulders. He grunted and left the dressing room. Not even offering an apology.
Bekah slid down the wall and sat on the floor. She let out a breath, breathing hard. The tears she held back was now dripping slowly down her cheeks. She quickly wiped them away so that it wasn't noticeable. Her mind was still processing what happened seconds ago.
He said she was annoying. A loud and obnoxious sickening girl. She clutched at her heart, trying to catch on her breathing. Her face was getting hot and tears were threatening to pour out a full force. But she swallowed it all back in when Kahi found her, panicking and shooting all sorts of questions at her with a worried look. Bekah just assures her that she is just tired and needs some sleep is all.
On their way home, the other After School members were asleep in the car. So Bekah took this time to think. She was hurt. It hurt because it was insulting. Junho said all that, the Rain-lookalike Junho, the cute boy Junho. 2PM's Junho. And it hurt even more because it came out of Lee Junho, the guy that she secretly likes.
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A/N ; Sorry for the angst! please please don't kill me.. *shivers* I promise the next chap shall be happy :')