Complicated (part 1)
Title: Complicated
Pairing: Taecyeon/Junsu, Chansung/Junsu
Genre: drama, romance
Words: I,834
Rating: NC-17 (this chap)
Summary: Taecyeon is in denial; His feelings divided into pride and love. Junsu is confused; he needs to make a choice. Chansung loves him; but he needs to let go.
Warnings: sexual content.
A/N: This first chap might be a little confusing. Chansung will appear in the next one. But I hope you like it so far.
Junsu went to his morning shift in the library the next day, slightly sleepy as the event that happened yesterday kept him awake most of the night. He yawned and placed his things on the desk, stretching his arms. He smiles at his colleague, who was arranging books near him. Wooyoung smiled back and told him, “Hey, a friend of yours came over minutes ago. He told me to give you back your book.” He pointed at the book at the edge of the desk. Junsu raised his eyebrows and nodded, he took his book, flipping the pages just in case Taec doodled on it, but instead he found a yellow note.
Nerdy,
Thanks for the book. ;)
Hey, I had a great time last night. You were cute. I know you liked it, you know you do. It’s our little secret.
The rumors were true though, you have a nice butt. It’s mine.
Take care and keep away from molesters.
Junsu felt his face go red, he could practically see Taec’s smirk in his mind. He crumpled the note and shoved it into his pocket. He decided to do his assignments to clear his mind, going over to the accounting section for a reference book.
Junsu couldn’t reach the book. Suddenly he felt someone towering behind him and a hand reaching to the same spot, but resting on the shelf. Junsu turned his head a little and gasped, it was Taecyeon. The taller smirked when Junsu faced front again. His ears turning red when Taecyeon’s other hand settled on his hip, pressing his chest to his back, leaning his face closer to the side of Junsu’s head. He felt Junsu shiver as he pressed his lips to his ear.
“Are you on night duty today?” he whispered.
Junsu couldn’t breathe; his words were caught in his throat. But he managed to nod slowly. Taecyeon was grinning on his skin; he blushed deeper when Taec snuck a finger under the hem of his shirt and traced his hipbone.
“Good.” Taecyeon said, he couldn’t resist the cute embarrassed Junsu and gave him a peck on the cheek before putting the book in his arms, letting go and walked away. Junsu finally let out a breath, the bright blush stayed on his face as he rubbed the cheek that Taec just kissed. He held the book close to his chest, adjusting his glasses and quickly shuffling back to his seat before his knees got weak.
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Junsu chewed on his pencil, trying hard to solve the mathematical question. He couldn’t really concentrate, because he was alone and the library was eerily quiet or maybe he was anticipating Taecyeon’s arrival. Junsu sighed and palmed his face. He jumped abruptly and let out a screech when a hand gripped his shoulder. He turned his head to see Taecyeon’s big grin.
“God, Taecyeon! Don’t scare me like that!” He clutched his chest, the shock fading away. Taecyeon chuckled and looked past Junsu, standing over him with both arms on each side of the sitting Junsu. “What’chu got there?” he asked, reading the question. Junsu was aware of their position and kept quiet, secretly embarrassed. Taec picked up the pencil and began solving the equation. “This is how you do it.” Junsu leaned forward as he explained the formulae. By the time Taec finished, he was amazed.
“I didn’t know you were so smart.”
“Are you saying you thought I was dumb?”
“Not exactly.”
“Well, I’m not. I’ve got enough brains to go around.”
Taec said and Junsu giggled. It wasn’t until he noticed Taec was leaning his head closer that he stopped giggling. Breathe hitching when Taec caught his lips in a soft kiss. When he pulled away, Junsu was stunned and red, turning his attention back to his work immediately distracting himself. Taec laughed at the adorable sight and instead of sitting beside him, he opted on lifting him up and placing him back on his lap, sharing a seat. “Here, I’ll help you finish that.” He said, reaching out for a pen. Junsu fought the blush again and shifted himself, trying his best to lighten his weight so that Taec could be comfortable, but his constant moving only made Taec want to touch him more, he managed to refrain himself.
They spent the next few minutes finishing Junsu’s work, Taec hugging his back from time to time. As Junsu was finishing the last of his work, Taec began to trace patterns on his stomach, pressing his lips to the back of Junsu’s neck. Junsu dropped his pen and let out a quiet moan as a hand curled on his thighs. He leaned back to press against Taec’s chest, grabbing his hands to stop him.
Taec flipped Junsu’s body around so that the man was straddling him. A clear grin was on his face and Junsu raised his eyebrows in confusion. Taec leaned back to the chair, the grin turning into a smirk. “What?” Junsu questioned. “You start it.” He stated. “Huh?” Now Junsu was even more confused.
“You initiate the kiss this time. You kiss me.” Taec was more specific this time and Junsu widened his eyes. Taec wanted Junsu to kiss him; Junsu was far too shy for that, he shook his head. Taec pouted, “Come on, if I keep kissing you first, it’ll get boring.” He squeezed Junsu’s knee for encouragement. Junsu turning a thousand shades of red before curling back. “Please?” Taec said again, rubbing at his thighs. Junsu gulped, licking his lips slightly. He gathered his courage and leaned to Taec, hands on his shoulders, eyes closed. As soon as their lips connected, he felt Taec’s smile. The giant pulled his body closer, using the gasp to slip his tongue in and licking every corner.
Junsu wrapped his arms around Taec’s neck as he ran his fingers through his hair, tugging his head back gently to kiss his neck, sucking and biting mercilessly, sending tremors through Junsu’s body. “Taec..” he moaned softly as Taec ran his fingers up his back.
Taec didn’t know what got into him. He didn’t understand why he was so eager for night to come so that he could go to the library and meet up with Junsu. He was getting Junsu for the bet right? But now that he was holding him, Taec completely lost his senses. He liked the way Junsu was squirming above him, lips moaning his name quietly. He felt the air getting hotter and hotter as they made out. Gripping on Junsu’s hips he grind himself up, earning a gasp when his crotch rubbed against Junsu’s ass.
“Junsu-yah...” Taec groaned, looking at him with lust-filled eyes. Junsu knew he was asking for it. “But w-we can’t.” Junsu palmed his face, kissing him lightly. “At least n-not right here.” He said again. Taec sighed and slipped his hands lower down to Junsu’s curve, kneading it greedily. “Then come home with me.” He whispered into his ear. Junsu pushed him away slightly, a surprised look on his pink-tinted face. Taec just smiled, “You heard me.”
Before Junsu could retort, he had already been pulled halfway past the exit to Taec’s car.
“Wait, Taec! But what about- I can’t-“
“Shut up Junsu, just relax and let me take you away.”
Immediately after fumbling with the door key, Taec pulled Junsu into his house, locking it before pushing Junsu to the nearest wall, already tugging at his shirt. “Impatient.” Junsu voiced out, latching his body close to Taecyeon, who smirked. “Can’t help it, babe.” Taec lifted him up; going up the stairs quickly into is room, onto his bed. He stared into Junsu’s eyes, which was equally glazed with lust as his; it clenched his heart a little when he saw that there was some hope in it. Taecyeon pushed the hairs off Junsu’s face, kissing him passionately, pushing his body farther into the sheets.
Taec kissed down his neck, pulling away to peel his shirt off. Eyes glued to the newly exposed skin, he licked his lips. Taec was so indulged with kissing Junsu’s body that he didn’t even notice his own shirt was half-unbuttoned already. He took it off and raised an eyebrow at Junsu who just smiled sheepishly. His breath fastens when Taec unzips his jeans, flinging it away, leaving him with only his boxers on.
Junsu yelped as Taec flipped him over onto his knees, he heard shuffling noises. It was Taec reaching over to his nightstand for a bottle of lube. He feels his boxers slipping off, Taec leaning to his ear, whispering “This is gonna hurt a bit.” Before he knew it a slick finger was being pushed into his entrance, Junsu screeched at the pain, gritting his teeth. Taec used his other hand to rub Junsu’s thigh, comforting him. “Relax, Su, Breathe.” He said while kissing the back of his neck. He added another finger, then another one, letting Junsu get used to the unfamiliar feeling.
Junsu let out a tiny whine when the fingers disappeared, only to be replaced with something much bigger prodding him. “T-Taec AHH!” Junsu screamed when Taec shoved himself all the way in, stopping for a brief moment before moving. “God Junsu, so tight.” Taec groaned, fingers digging into his hips as he thrust faster. Junsu mewled and moaned, gripping tightly at the sheets as Taec continued to penetrate him. The feeling too pleasurable to make him stop, Taec never felt so alive while having sex before. He never felt the need to satisfy his partner before. This was different.
Junsu’s panting increased when Taec’s hand gave his abandoned dick a few tugs before he came into his hand, Taec following a few minutes after, coming right into Junsu, releasing a loud throaty moan. He collapsed onto the breathless Junsu, shifting them so that he was resting beside him. Junsu was still panting, but he looked at Taecyeon, giving him a warm smile before drifting off to sleep, too tired for words.
Taecyeon felt his heart thump. The smile was too sweet and innocent. It was clashing with his pride, the pride of winning. He wasn’t supposed to go this far, all he needed was to win Junsu over, but his desires took the best of him. Taec stared at the sleeping form, he sighed. He pulled Junsu closer to his chest, practically spooning him. “You are just too cute,” he spoke to no one in particular, kissing Junsu’s cheek. Usually, Taec would get up right after his partner fell asleep, but this time, he found no will to move away. He held Junsu closer, letting himself doze off.
Maybe this was meant to be this way. Maybe the bet was meant to be a secret forever. Maybe Junsu wouldn’t find out. Maybe Taecyeon could have him.
He was not sure of any of those but all he knows is that he is addicted. Maybe it was love.
But not all maybes are meant to be.
note: >.< sorry if you're confused. it will all be explained on the next one.
Pairing: Taecyeon/Junsu, Chansung/Junsu
Genre: drama, romance
Words: I,834
Rating: NC-17 (this chap)
Summary: Taecyeon is in denial; His feelings divided into pride and love. Junsu is confused; he needs to make a choice. Chansung loves him; but he needs to let go.
Warnings: sexual content.
A/N: This first chap might be a little confusing. Chansung will appear in the next one. But I hope you like it so far.
Junsu went to his morning shift in the library the next day, slightly sleepy as the event that happened yesterday kept him awake most of the night. He yawned and placed his things on the desk, stretching his arms. He smiles at his colleague, who was arranging books near him. Wooyoung smiled back and told him, “Hey, a friend of yours came over minutes ago. He told me to give you back your book.” He pointed at the book at the edge of the desk. Junsu raised his eyebrows and nodded, he took his book, flipping the pages just in case Taec doodled on it, but instead he found a yellow note.
Nerdy,
Thanks for the book. ;)
Hey, I had a great time last night. You were cute. I know you liked it, you know you do. It’s our little secret.
The rumors were true though, you have a nice butt. It’s mine.
Take care and keep away from molesters.
Junsu felt his face go red, he could practically see Taec’s smirk in his mind. He crumpled the note and shoved it into his pocket. He decided to do his assignments to clear his mind, going over to the accounting section for a reference book.
Junsu couldn’t reach the book. Suddenly he felt someone towering behind him and a hand reaching to the same spot, but resting on the shelf. Junsu turned his head a little and gasped, it was Taecyeon. The taller smirked when Junsu faced front again. His ears turning red when Taecyeon’s other hand settled on his hip, pressing his chest to his back, leaning his face closer to the side of Junsu’s head. He felt Junsu shiver as he pressed his lips to his ear.
“Are you on night duty today?” he whispered.
Junsu couldn’t breathe; his words were caught in his throat. But he managed to nod slowly. Taecyeon was grinning on his skin; he blushed deeper when Taec snuck a finger under the hem of his shirt and traced his hipbone.
“Good.” Taecyeon said, he couldn’t resist the cute embarrassed Junsu and gave him a peck on the cheek before putting the book in his arms, letting go and walked away. Junsu finally let out a breath, the bright blush stayed on his face as he rubbed the cheek that Taec just kissed. He held the book close to his chest, adjusting his glasses and quickly shuffling back to his seat before his knees got weak.
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Junsu chewed on his pencil, trying hard to solve the mathematical question. He couldn’t really concentrate, because he was alone and the library was eerily quiet or maybe he was anticipating Taecyeon’s arrival. Junsu sighed and palmed his face. He jumped abruptly and let out a screech when a hand gripped his shoulder. He turned his head to see Taecyeon’s big grin.
“God, Taecyeon! Don’t scare me like that!” He clutched his chest, the shock fading away. Taecyeon chuckled and looked past Junsu, standing over him with both arms on each side of the sitting Junsu. “What’chu got there?” he asked, reading the question. Junsu was aware of their position and kept quiet, secretly embarrassed. Taec picked up the pencil and began solving the equation. “This is how you do it.” Junsu leaned forward as he explained the formulae. By the time Taec finished, he was amazed.
“I didn’t know you were so smart.”
“Are you saying you thought I was dumb?”
“Not exactly.”
“Well, I’m not. I’ve got enough brains to go around.”
Taec said and Junsu giggled. It wasn’t until he noticed Taec was leaning his head closer that he stopped giggling. Breathe hitching when Taec caught his lips in a soft kiss. When he pulled away, Junsu was stunned and red, turning his attention back to his work immediately distracting himself. Taec laughed at the adorable sight and instead of sitting beside him, he opted on lifting him up and placing him back on his lap, sharing a seat. “Here, I’ll help you finish that.” He said, reaching out for a pen. Junsu fought the blush again and shifted himself, trying his best to lighten his weight so that Taec could be comfortable, but his constant moving only made Taec want to touch him more, he managed to refrain himself.
They spent the next few minutes finishing Junsu’s work, Taec hugging his back from time to time. As Junsu was finishing the last of his work, Taec began to trace patterns on his stomach, pressing his lips to the back of Junsu’s neck. Junsu dropped his pen and let out a quiet moan as a hand curled on his thighs. He leaned back to press against Taec’s chest, grabbing his hands to stop him.
Taec flipped Junsu’s body around so that the man was straddling him. A clear grin was on his face and Junsu raised his eyebrows in confusion. Taec leaned back to the chair, the grin turning into a smirk. “What?” Junsu questioned. “You start it.” He stated. “Huh?” Now Junsu was even more confused.
“You initiate the kiss this time. You kiss me.” Taec was more specific this time and Junsu widened his eyes. Taec wanted Junsu to kiss him; Junsu was far too shy for that, he shook his head. Taec pouted, “Come on, if I keep kissing you first, it’ll get boring.” He squeezed Junsu’s knee for encouragement. Junsu turning a thousand shades of red before curling back. “Please?” Taec said again, rubbing at his thighs. Junsu gulped, licking his lips slightly. He gathered his courage and leaned to Taec, hands on his shoulders, eyes closed. As soon as their lips connected, he felt Taec’s smile. The giant pulled his body closer, using the gasp to slip his tongue in and licking every corner.
Junsu wrapped his arms around Taec’s neck as he ran his fingers through his hair, tugging his head back gently to kiss his neck, sucking and biting mercilessly, sending tremors through Junsu’s body. “Taec..” he moaned softly as Taec ran his fingers up his back.
Taec didn’t know what got into him. He didn’t understand why he was so eager for night to come so that he could go to the library and meet up with Junsu. He was getting Junsu for the bet right? But now that he was holding him, Taec completely lost his senses. He liked the way Junsu was squirming above him, lips moaning his name quietly. He felt the air getting hotter and hotter as they made out. Gripping on Junsu’s hips he grind himself up, earning a gasp when his crotch rubbed against Junsu’s ass.
“Junsu-yah...” Taec groaned, looking at him with lust-filled eyes. Junsu knew he was asking for it. “But w-we can’t.” Junsu palmed his face, kissing him lightly. “At least n-not right here.” He said again. Taec sighed and slipped his hands lower down to Junsu’s curve, kneading it greedily. “Then come home with me.” He whispered into his ear. Junsu pushed him away slightly, a surprised look on his pink-tinted face. Taec just smiled, “You heard me.”
Before Junsu could retort, he had already been pulled halfway past the exit to Taec’s car.
“Wait, Taec! But what about- I can’t-“
“Shut up Junsu, just relax and let me take you away.”
Immediately after fumbling with the door key, Taec pulled Junsu into his house, locking it before pushing Junsu to the nearest wall, already tugging at his shirt. “Impatient.” Junsu voiced out, latching his body close to Taecyeon, who smirked. “Can’t help it, babe.” Taec lifted him up; going up the stairs quickly into is room, onto his bed. He stared into Junsu’s eyes, which was equally glazed with lust as his; it clenched his heart a little when he saw that there was some hope in it. Taecyeon pushed the hairs off Junsu’s face, kissing him passionately, pushing his body farther into the sheets.
Taec kissed down his neck, pulling away to peel his shirt off. Eyes glued to the newly exposed skin, he licked his lips. Taec was so indulged with kissing Junsu’s body that he didn’t even notice his own shirt was half-unbuttoned already. He took it off and raised an eyebrow at Junsu who just smiled sheepishly. His breath fastens when Taec unzips his jeans, flinging it away, leaving him with only his boxers on.
Junsu yelped as Taec flipped him over onto his knees, he heard shuffling noises. It was Taec reaching over to his nightstand for a bottle of lube. He feels his boxers slipping off, Taec leaning to his ear, whispering “This is gonna hurt a bit.” Before he knew it a slick finger was being pushed into his entrance, Junsu screeched at the pain, gritting his teeth. Taec used his other hand to rub Junsu’s thigh, comforting him. “Relax, Su, Breathe.” He said while kissing the back of his neck. He added another finger, then another one, letting Junsu get used to the unfamiliar feeling.
Junsu let out a tiny whine when the fingers disappeared, only to be replaced with something much bigger prodding him. “T-Taec AHH!” Junsu screamed when Taec shoved himself all the way in, stopping for a brief moment before moving. “God Junsu, so tight.” Taec groaned, fingers digging into his hips as he thrust faster. Junsu mewled and moaned, gripping tightly at the sheets as Taec continued to penetrate him. The feeling too pleasurable to make him stop, Taec never felt so alive while having sex before. He never felt the need to satisfy his partner before. This was different.
Junsu’s panting increased when Taec’s hand gave his abandoned dick a few tugs before he came into his hand, Taec following a few minutes after, coming right into Junsu, releasing a loud throaty moan. He collapsed onto the breathless Junsu, shifting them so that he was resting beside him. Junsu was still panting, but he looked at Taecyeon, giving him a warm smile before drifting off to sleep, too tired for words.
Taecyeon felt his heart thump. The smile was too sweet and innocent. It was clashing with his pride, the pride of winning. He wasn’t supposed to go this far, all he needed was to win Junsu over, but his desires took the best of him. Taec stared at the sleeping form, he sighed. He pulled Junsu closer to his chest, practically spooning him. “You are just too cute,” he spoke to no one in particular, kissing Junsu’s cheek. Usually, Taec would get up right after his partner fell asleep, but this time, he found no will to move away. He held Junsu closer, letting himself doze off.
Maybe this was meant to be this way. Maybe the bet was meant to be a secret forever. Maybe Junsu wouldn’t find out. Maybe Taecyeon could have him.
He was not sure of any of those but all he knows is that he is addicted. Maybe it was love.
But not all maybes are meant to be.
note: >.< sorry if you're confused. it will all be explained on the next one.