Bah-Hum-Bug!
Here we are upon another wonderful Christmas season.I'm sitting her alone as I have every christmas but one.I guess this is just my destanyWell 1 out of 27 ain't that bad....right....The holidays have always been a rough time for me.You see all the happy couples,and familys out shopping and spending time together.It makes me feel worse sometimes,it's like life's rubbing it in my face.
I thought I had things right for once,but that fell through like every other time.I thought I had something of my own.The one I had been looking for,but I guess it wasn't.Boy did it feel so right.More so than anything else ever in my life....Now I don't know how to feel....
Every Christmas thats all I wanted was just not to be alone again. An I actally had that last year,but we we're going through so much drama at the time I did get to enjoy much of it..What little I got was good. It feels like I got the best present ever,and then someone took it from me as quick as it came....And now it's back to the same old thing.Alone in my room wishing for the same old things.Will it ever be different someday?????
I can only hope so...........
Don't get me wrong,I have a wonderful family.The best a guy could have.And a good job,great friends,and I'm blessed with the talent,which a lot of people wish for.And I think God everyday for all these things,but the old saying is right,without love you have nothing.....
Merry-Freak'in-Christmas.......
I thought I had things right for once,but that fell through like every other time.I thought I had something of my own.The one I had been looking for,but I guess it wasn't.Boy did it feel so right.More so than anything else ever in my life....Now I don't know how to feel....
Every Christmas thats all I wanted was just not to be alone again. An I actally had that last year,but we we're going through so much drama at the time I did get to enjoy much of it..What little I got was good. It feels like I got the best present ever,and then someone took it from me as quick as it came....And now it's back to the same old thing.Alone in my room wishing for the same old things.Will it ever be different someday?????
I can only hope so...........
Don't get me wrong,I have a wonderful family.The best a guy could have.And a good job,great friends,and I'm blessed with the talent,which a lot of people wish for.And I think God everyday for all these things,but the old saying is right,without love you have nothing.....
Merry-Freak'in-Christmas.......